Aparador Session...

First things first....
I didnt update my blog.. kasi wala ako sa mood...
my connection with Dun was over...
and hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit sya bitter....
nagusap naman kami ng maayos..
ehh bakit sya pa yung bitter...???!!
kainis talaga.. pero anyway.,..
ayoko na sya isipin... kasi his just a previous chapter of my life..
lets move forward... :)

So the fist day of the week....
i met this guy from my work...
actually online ko sya nameet as always...
Source ng kaPutahan at kalandian ang internet!...
kaya Go..! to Cyber-Crime Law.. (CHOZZZ!!!!)
so ayun nga nameet ko sya online...
twagin nalang natin syang..
Aparador #1.. kasi tago pa ang lola nyo...
from work to family... Linlangan period pa sya...
which i understand naman.. kasi its hard to
come out.. specially 21 kana,,,...
basta.. tama na yang... aparador issue na yan...
the main issue here is...
he Bang me!!...
na sobrang awkward....
kasi wala akong maramdaman!!...
as in i cant feel his medium size Cock.. inside my Glory Hole...
So napaisip ako???...
(Ganun na ba ako KALUWANG... or Maliit lang talaga Nota nya?)
napaisip talaga ako ng bongga....
feeling ko ganun nalang kalaki yung kay Dun??,.
at lumuwag ako ng Sobra.... Tsk.Tsk...
basta what i know about him.. is...
Type nya ko... kasi sabi nya...?!..
but HELLLOOO????!!! agad agad palit....
nahiya naman ako kay Dun...
basta im not expecting anything from Aparador #1...
basta hindi ko sya pinapansin sa work....
kasi oras na lapitan nya ko...!
ALAM na!... Beki to!...
Sobrang Halos lahat na ata ng workmates ko alam na Serena ako...
so delikado pag nakita kaming nagusap...
baka malaglag sya sa aparador!.. NAku!!...

The next guy here is...
Aparador #2....
His totally mateur na.. 30!!!!....
haha... But i swear... his such a Bear!!...
like this picture...

Sorry pero napaOA yung picture,,
make it more mature and fatter..
yun na sya.. hehe..
ok.. fine.. pakita ko na yung picture,,,
kasi Cute naman sya.. hehe,...

yan sya...

basta parang ganyan...
and i Swear.. the sex was so fucking Hot and intense,,,...
pulado pulado ako...
ang kati kasi nung beard nya...
i wonder why mature guys,,, is so fucking good in bed...
na naka 3 rounds kami....
basta it was so intense....

basta what i know about him is ...
same set up lang din sya tulad ni Aparador #1....
but maganda career ng isang to...???...
try ko kayang gawing regular.. Buddy...
baka... makajackpot ako... hehe..
besides.. kalbo sya.. w/ beard and big body structure...
my Ideal Guy in Bed,!! Hayyy... why not...
but his a lot older???!! AwwwwkwwwarrrddD!!??...
basta.. its hard to find guys this days...
if he wants my

Heart or my Hole??? :P

The Proposal

It was a normal day...
kaso yun akala ko...
the night was different...
kasama ko si Dun that night. w/ kim sa apartment ko...
we watched couple of movies..
and after watching bago sila umuwi....
pinakita ko na kay Dun yung video na ginawa ko sa kanya...

it was nice maganda naman naging reaction nya

w/ the video...

kaso hindi sya sumagot ng Yes or No.. kasi nga proposal video yun...

but he explained things na its too early pa etc.. di ko pa daw sya ganun kakilala...

basta its complicated... and its between me and him nalang..

i dont want to open it on my blog...

but one thing for sure...

my pagasa na maging kami..

it just need too take more time and effort...

basta sabi nya wag daw ako maging bitter sa kanya...

How come???!!

so after the proposal video etc...

umuwi na sya and babalik daw sya bukas...

around 9am or 10am...

so syempre masaya ako.. hehe...

The next day... nagising ako w/ janine and my housemates beside me...

its a secret bakit katabi ko na si Ja.. nung umaga...

my pinuntahan pa kasi ako after umuwi ni Dun around 1:00am..

its confidential kasi.. hehe...

dumating na si Dun ng 11am.. medyo late na sa usapan.. hehe,,,

nanood muna sila ng movie again w/ janine and aries..

and inutusan ako mamalengke para bumili ng pangluto...

at magluluto ako ng Sinigang na baboy...

After eating sinigang... Movie marathon ulit...

at nauwi na si janine ng 4pm at pumasok na din yung dalawa kong housemates...

so in other words kami nalang ni Dun yung my moment together...

syempre movie marathon nanaman kaming dalawa...

hanggang inantok na sya at nahiga na sa kama...

ako naman yung nagshower kasi naiinitan ako...

at inabutan ko nalang sya sa kama na nakahiga after ko magshower...

dinala ko naman ung portable DvD player.. sa kwarto kasi my gusto

ako panoorin... 

It was silent hanggang palapit ako ng palapit sa tabi ni dun...

hanngang sa kinulit ko na sya.. at tinabihan sa pagtulog...

ngunit kinukulit ko sya.. at kinikiliti...

actually hinahanap ko yung kiliti nya...

at nahanap ko yun sa neck nya.. haha...

hannga sa dinaganan ko sya para kilitiin.. hahaha,,

it was fun,... ang kulit kasi ng tawa nya,.,

at ginagamit ko yung ilong ko at ung baba ko ng my Gote...

para kilitiin sya.. hanggang sa mga labi ko na yung ginamit ko...

Hannggang sa.... Everything was History. hehe...

it was Fun.. sobrang saya ng Moment namin.... together...

Syempre napagod kami at ngutom..

at pinainit ko ulit yung sinigang na natira kanina...

para kainin namin...

nagpicturan pa kaming dalawa while eating..

and after kumain picturan ulit kami together... ♥

Napagod na kami kakapicture..

kaya nahiga na kami at pinanood ko sya ulit ng bala...

hanngang sa nakatulugan ko na sya...

Nagising ako sa haplos ni dun sa aking braso..

around 11pm na yata.. yun..

at uuwi na daw sya...

tumayo agad ako at hinatid sya sa pinto...

at isang mahigpit na yakap ang nadama ko mula sa kanya..

bago sya umalis... ♥

masaya ako kung anong meron samin ni Dun ngayon...

kahit di pa kami official couples...

kahit na Unofficially Yours palang...

masaya naman ako sa tuwing kasama ko sya...

his different... and i hope sya,, na... :)

The Wild One pt.2

after the movie...
we headed to my place and decided to
have a drink w/ her friend kim...
who invited him na maginuman daw...
so i said bakit di nalang sa place ko...
tutal wala naman ako kasama...
so we had a drink at my place...
ininum namin yung GSM blue...
as usual specially kapag gipit ka.. haha...
para mabilis ung tama...
after few drinks and naubos namin
yung isang bote...
i was a little bit tipsy nadin that time..
and i think he was not...
si kim ayun bagsak na sa kama at nahiga
na sa kwarto...

kami nalang ni dun ung naiwan dun sala...
i showed him my favorite book and my artworks...
it was silent and i cant even remember na totally what happen...
basta it was so fast...
pinuntahan nya saglit si kim at sinara nya ung pinto ng kwarto
nung paglabas na paglabas nya... sabay pinatay
nya yung ilaw...
at suddenly he run towards me and
everything gone wild...
it was intense...
one of the intense sex i ever had...
it was wild and totally intense...
and i swear im drunk...
so sobrang nasabayan ko din ung
tension between us...
agad agad kong kinuha ung condom
sa wallet ko...
at sa sobrang pagmamadali ko hirap na hirap akong
buksan yung wrapper nung condom...
hanggang sa ginupit ko nalang ito at pinilit na ilabas sa lalagyan...
i pushed him on the floor...
and everything was history...
i was so happy kasi na achieved ko din yung goal ko
na magpabottom sa ka nya that night...

after the intense wild interaction...
natulog na ko sa kwarto...
at i already forgot the wrapper of condom duon sa kusina...
and nadatnan ni yuan yung wrapper nung nauwi na sya...
sobrang nakakahiya pero sa akin nya nalang yun sinabi
dahil nakakahiya din naman kay dun... HAHAHA!...

around 7am na nung umuwi si dun,.,,
and i gave him my first 1 out of 90 quotes na ibibigay ko sa kanya
before he left... and ngiti nalang yung nasukli nya sa binigay ko...
it was cloud 9... para akong teenager...
this is not so me... pati ako naninibago na sa mga effort na
ginagawa ko for a guy...
but this is good...
im really getting mature enough when it comes to love and relationship.. ♥


HERE'S PART 1
http://bakitchan.blogspot.com/2012/09/the-wild-one.html

The Wild One pt.1

It was tuesday...
i wake up around 11:00am...
my nareceive akong txt from dunhill...
yung guy na madalas sa mga latest post ko..
from cuddle to 90days and 90 letters blog post ko...

"ui gising kana ba? samahan mo ko ng Bataan huh.. :)"

i remember??! i ask him nga pala yesterday na kung gusto nya samahan
ko sya sa Bataan for his Loan at PAGIBIG....
hindi ko expected na tuloy ngayun yun...
kasi he didnt reply naman nung tinanong ko sya if sasamahan ko sya...

so i replied na kakagising ko lang...
and i txt him if what time ba...
he replied naman na past 12pm daw...
shocks! ang init non...

what i did is diretsyo sa banyo to take a Deep Shower....
and after 30 minutes na pagliligo...
i fixed my self up...
and play some music muna.. para good vibes...

i txted him if san kami kita and he said sa terminal na daw sa rotonda..
and i headed naman na sa rotonda around 1:00pm...
umupo ako sa waiting area and hinintay ko sya dun...
as i expected palagi naman syang late.. hehe..
nasanay naman na ko.. hehe... buti nalang nakaktawa ung
palabas sa TV kaya medyo nalibang din naman ako....

after 30 minutes of waiting... dumating na sya...
and umupo kami for a while.. waiting hannang sa madami ng nakasakay
sa bus.. then sumkay na kami sa bus.... and matutulog muna daw sya...
kasi wala din syang masyadong tulog...
so sabi ko matulog na sya... at ako na magbabayad papunta...
and sya nalang pabalik...

after 30 minutes na byahe nakarating na kami sa Dinalupihan Bataan...
and naglakad na kami papunta dun sa loob ng Some University kasi..
dun nakapwesto ung nagiisue ng cash card for PAgIBIG loans...
after 20 minutes siguro natapos nadin... and we headed home na...
wala kaming masakyang bus kaya sa Jeep na kami sumakay...
medyo stress kasi yung katabi ko jeep...
natutulog kaya todo head bang sya sa balikat ko w/c is
really uncomfortable...

habang nasa jeep he asked me what daw showing ngayon...
sabi ko possession, amoroza, katy perry and ung isa comedy...
sabi nya watch daw kami... and kung my pera pa daw ba ako...
ehh. saktong gipit din ako that time..
so i said wala... pero pede dagdagan nya nalang...
bayaran ko pag my cash na ako...
and he said yes... so we decided to watch a movie and
ung Possession ung papanoodin namin...

Nang nakarating na kami sa olongapo city...
uuwi muna daw sya saglit... kukunin nya daw ung Nova na naiwan nya
sa kanila.. para daw kainin namin sa cinema...
and hintayin ko daw sya sa 7/11 dun sa bandang palengkeng Bago...

after 5 minutes nakabalik nadin sya.. and bumili kami dun 7/11 ng snacks
and drinks para tipid at di na kami bibili dun sa Food Court ng cinema....
and nakarating na kami sa Harbor Point Subic and we watch the Possession...

Hindi ko alam kung matatakot ba ako or matatawa ako dun sa palabas..
or sa kasama ko... kasi pag dun na sa takutan scene...
nadtatakip na sya ng mata or pag nagugulat sya... ewan ko ba at
kung sino yung tinataboy nya... ang dami kong tawa... HAHAHA..!


TO BE CONTINUED....

PART 2
http://bakitchan.blogspot.com/2012/09/the-wild-one-pt2.html

Cuddle pt.2

i was about to sleep na..
kaso di ako mkatulog besides him...
i dont know what will happen..
im a bit nervous...
di na ko bata.. i know what will happen if
you sleep w/ the guy you like besides you...
alam na...

so i whisper to his ears...
coz i know his not sleeping...
pinakiraramdaman nya ko.. hehe
i said..

"may sasabihin ako sayo"
...
"ano yun??"
...
"do you like me... kasi.. I like you but for now im looking forward to be your friend.."
...
he replied..
"ahmm... mas ok for now kung friends... but i like you"...
...
i was flattered seriously?!! pachicks kaya ako...
"ahhh... ok"

.......

so di na kami nakatulog...
nagusap nalang kami about mutual friends... family... personality etc..
sobrang totoo nya lang...
there's no adds on sa lahat ng kwento nya...
its just him...
most of the stories his telling was his failures and embarassment...
and most also are positives about him...
seriously walang guy na magsasabi ng mga embarassing and
failure moments nya... basta basta right...
basta ang dami namin pinagusapan....
we were enjoying talking too much...
hanggang sa nanahimik na kami....
and sabi nya nilalamig daw sya...
pero ung totoo ako naiinitan na??!!
kahit umuulan.. ang init padin...
so i dont know if gusto lang nya yakapin sya???
kaya kumuha ako ng kumot... to cover him...
kaso nilalamig padin daw sya...
so i asked him na...

"Gusto mo.. ihug kita??"
....
"Ikaw Bahala?"
...
i knew it,,, gusto lang talaga mayakap nito... haha...
(PBB TEENS)

so dumating na kami sa lambingan session at tuloy usap usap ulit...
hanggang sa pati mga buhok buhok sa katawan napagusapan nadin namin...
kasi parehas kaing balbon...
and i was telling him na tumutubo na ung chest hair ko...
and ayun meron din daw sya...
pero inaahit nya...
inangat nya yung damit nya...
hawakan ko daw ung chest nya... na inaahit nya...
at ayun ang kati!!!... kasi tumutubo na...
at pinipilit nya yung kamay ko na ihug sya...
ang kati talaga..haha...
patu bandang sa puson nya my mga tumutubo nadin...
and his holding my hands to touch does itchy hairs...
hanggang sa hinila nya pababa yung hands ko sa *toot* nya...

"ANo yun????"
....
"haha... ano pa ba??"
...
"Sabi ko ano yun.. parang wala naman??"
..
"ahh.. wala pala huh???!!! eto ka!.. HAHAHA"
...
"adik ka??!! seryoso ka...?? now? dito? sa kabilang kwarto lang sila oh?"
...
"oo dito.. now na.."
...
"adik ka!!! ang naughty mo pala! hehe"
...
"Looks can be deceiving.. haha..."

(AND THE REST WAS HISTORY)

after the Boom Boom part... actually nag end up lang sa Blow Job To Hand Job...
kasi nga mahirap na baka mahuli pa kami... si JANINE??!!!
GOsssshhhhhh i cant imagine??!!!!

i was expecting na after ng Boom Boom moments... ay uuwi na sya?
like those other guys i make Love with... na after ng Boom part...
ayun,.. uuwi na sila.. :((
but this one is different... he stayed at my side...
and sleep... we sleep together hugging w/ each other and holding each other hands... ♥
it was different... and i hope this is really different...

It was aroung 4:00am nung ginsing nya ko..
uuwi na daw sya... kasi my pasok pa sya....
and thats it... hinatid ko sya sa labas hanggang makasakay sya
ng trycle... and my night was AMAZING!!...
it was Great!... hehe ♥

Cuddle pt.1

A good relationship starts ba w/ a good sex fo the first night
you been together...?
Does sex should always comes first ba when it comes to
same sex relationships...
ganun ba talaga batayan ngayon?
sex comes first?


Last night i got a date...
his a guy from our company but in a different project...
we have a lot of common friends..
so medyo di ako masyadong nagkekwento w/ my friends
between us...
kasi mahirap na maissue... dba?
anyway ayun lumabas kaming dalawa...
it was unexpected kasi nung morning kachat ko lang sya sa fb..
then yun his going to SM daw to buy beanie aka bonet...
I ask him if gusto nya samahan ko sya..
kasi nga wala sya kasama.. plus.. wala din naman ako
gagawin that time..
So we ended up that night..
sinamahan ko sya at Harbor Point and we headed to
Penshoppe store kaso wala kaming nagustuhan na beanie..
so we ended up in bench store and we were lucky kasi SALE sila..
and after kakatingin ng bonet.. ayun nakapili nadin kami...
plus he bought to clothes nadin kasi almost half ung dicount per tees...

After malling galore...
we decided to watch movie "Total Recall"
it was fun.. lalo na pag nagdidikit ung braso namin..
sa sandalan nung chair.. hehe.. kinikilabutan ako...
kasi nga mabilis ako ginawin...
so after movie i was expecting na uuwi na kami...
but he said na he wants to visit my place daw..
kaya we headed at my place...
dun namin naabutan sila janine,zhane,yuan,aris...
and he gets along naman.. kasi di naman sya ganun ka shy type..
so ang ending feel at home sya.. hehe...

after ilang hours after we ate dinner...
inaantok na daw sya...
so i asked him if he wants to come home na...
kasi my pasok pa sya ng 8am... so baka mapuyat pa sya if
he stays long at my place...
but he insist na magstay pa daw sya..
pero halata namang antok na sya or ( antok antukan??) hehe
so nilabas ko yung isang matress sa kwarto para
dun kami sa sala matulog kasi kahut papano...
ilang padin sya w/ my housemates...
but i told him na gising sya ng 1am kasi my
pasok pa sya ng 8am...
so ako nadin nagset ng Alarm clock nya...
and ayun nakatulog na sya,...

after almost 2 hours ata?? cant remember,,,
nagring na yung alarm ng cp nya,,
but pinatay nya lang yun...
and i asked him if uuwi na ba sya...
he replied na samin na daw sya matulog...
maaga nalang daw sya gigising...

so natulog nadin ako besides him kasi medyo late
nadin plus ang dami kong ginwa that day...



TO BE CONTINUED....

NO!

Last night i check my planetromeo account..
and usually everytime i check in...
ang dami ng message the past 15 palang..
god.. ganun naba ako kaindemand???!
nakakataas ng self confidence huh..
even though i know im not that cute bunny type (pahumble...)
i got messages from different gayguys..
and im so bored last night i check every messages..
which is commonly looking for sex and hookups nanaman...

Pero as i told on my last post..
Playtimes over...
so hindi ako nakipagsex last night even though its my day off..
plus i made a promise to myself...
im controlling my temptation... im like a goddamn vampire...
begging to drink or taste a drop of blood.
i know this is not easy...
but its for good nadin, which is alam ko it will
make me a better person..
much amazing... and more good image..

anyway.. im having good time with my new friend..
the FB guy that i go with...
we have some difference padin naman...
and nagsisimba na ko.. hehe..
thanks to him..
plus were planning to go to the gym by september..
were Gym Buddies now.. im sure im getting hotter...
and ayun.. we have same taste when it comes sa outfits..
plus pareho kaming cute.. perfect friends that i really looking for...
Lets face it we live in a PHYSICAL WORLD...
kya dapat make your self good looking as possible diba..
kung di ka ganun kacute di ka mapapansin...
Physical Look comes first before the smooth emotions right...

but hey.. my Love is Blind pa naman,..
it really excist... PROVEN!!!
remember nabiktima na ko ng Love is Blind na yan...
so my pagasa ka padin if u dont have the full package...

hay na ko.. baka binabasa nanaman ng feeler na yun.. tong blog ko..
if i know... :{

so ill put him on my next post after this..

thats all.. no more hookups... time to change for the better...

Stop!

Some people may think im a SLUT, PLAYER, PALIPAT LIPAT...

but my storya naman sa lahat lahat kung bakit ba ginagawa 

yun ng isang tao...

Nahurt na din ako once...

as in WASAK!.. SAKITTTT!!... sobra...

na nagtrigger sakin na maging malandi.. pokpokin.. slut bitch!...

its a BAD ROMACE... a very  very bad romace..

kaya naman nadala ako..

i never trust when it comes to love...

kasi nga nadala na...

so irealized everybody is playing around..

just want sex and one night stands...

so i just played there games...

specially in my world...

puro laro lang ang lahat..

its hard to find the right one..

but i realized its been a year.. year...

so i think its time to stop playing around..

no more one night stands or anything related to sex..

and change partners every week or months?!!!!

i need to change...

its time to change..

I'm going to find my way back into Love..

and trust another guy once again..

and i hope i'll find him along the way..

it will take time.. and effort...

but i will not be hasty when it comes to it...

and NO MORE SEX and Sleepovers...

ill just use my Fucking hand!! haha :DD

and wait for the right guy to touch it once again w/ 

Love and seduction.. :3

So medyo medyo mabuburo muna tayo... haha

I swear... Time na... Stop na.... Playtimes OVER!