The Bounce Game!!!

Last Night was Not That Awsome..
i feel guilty w/ flirt#2..
i think its my fault why did they
split up.. because i invited flirt#1 ex. last sat.
thats trigger flirt#1 to realize that he
still love his ex...
and his just Bouncing back,, flirt#2..
argGhhh i can see that flirt#1 is not Ok...
i can feel his pain...
even though he says that his OK...
i know his Not OK!
his just pretending...
and its my fault Why his not OK...
because im such a Bratt..
my emotions carried me away..
that i make a decision that would hurt my friend.. huhu..
and i think my KARMA is so fast...
i feel like i cant find the right guy,.,,
like i want to surrender,,, stay single,..
until he comes... im going to wait,,. and stop finding,,
I LOST!!!
Im the Looser in the game i created,,
Hayy.. is it me Blair Waldorf...???
a Girl making her Game?? but im not a chick..lol..
Ohh my Gossip Girls,,, FUCk.. hehe..
but i really feel im Blair Waldorf..!
with the game i created...
The Bounce GAME...!!!