One Night Only

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before i start...
this last few weeks..
im busy w/ photography and cosplays...
mejo nabawasan ang night life...
dahil gumoro ng japan c bestfriend Karen..
and 2 months syang ibuburo dun ng ate nya...hehe..

Anyway last night jan.24..
I met Ansem from PlanetRomeo..
it was 8:30PM.. super net lang ako sa bahay...
making my report for tomorrow.. hehe
then a Seducting tone from planetromeo makes me excited..ehhee
Ayun Ansem..
a Field worker... traveling from places to places..
and nasa isa syang hotel d2 samin,...
and super message lang..
where u from? how are you? etc.

I was totally Bored that night and I Need SEX! hehe
so message him if i could drop by sa Hotel kung san sya nagstay..
and he message me Back.. SURE...Rm.404..

So a little Shower.. super pabango and deo..
and im ready to go..

I was riding on a jeep and naligaw pa ko..
i forgot dalawa pala branch nung hotel,,,
and napunta ako sa wrong one..
so balik ako...
nung nakarating na ko sa hotel..
its like 9:30pm na ata..
diretsyo lang ako sa rm.404 and katok...
heheh..
and a guy appeared "ANSEM"
he looks elegant ,taller than me and Profesional.
compare w/ others i met..
Pumasok ako sa rm. nya...
and a little conversation..
until the atmosphere taken to HEAT~
an eye contact makes my junior erect..
and a hard kiss from him make me roll all the way~
AND he kiss me like wala ng Bukas.. hehe..
and he go down Lower to my abdomen and SUck my
Baby to the dippest and the Rest was History~
hehe...
and a lot of cjikinini i recived from my chest..
nilamog nya ko~ hehe..

Overnight lang sya sa hotel dahil travel ulit sya the next morning...
Pero pag bumalik daw sya dito .. we will do it again LOL!

PlanetRomeo STORY~

a friend of mine in g4m from manila message me asking.
if my alam daw akong resort hir in olongapo city, because he and he's friend
are taking a vacation here..so i gave him the info.
anyway i read his profile and i feel the pain on the story he write on his
profile... how they ended w/ his 4 yrs and 2 months ex.
so heres his story... and nagpaalam naman ako ipost to..
pumayag naman sya.. hehe..

I HAD A PARTNER BEOFRE FOR MORE THAN 4 YEARS. 4YEARS AND 2 MONTHS TO BE EXACT. I WAS 21 THEN HE WAS 28. HE THOUGHT ME EVERYTHING I KNOW ABOUT SAME SEX RELATIONSHIP SINCE I WAS TOO YOUNG THEN AND VERY INOCENT ABOUT MY CONFUSIONS. NO DOUBT I LOVE HIM THAT MUCH SINCE I NEVER HAD SOMEONE OTHER THAN HIM. HE LEFT THE COUNTRY FOR WORK. HE HAD A CONTRACT TO WORK IN KSA FOR TWO YEARS, WE ARE STILL OKAY DURING THE FISRT YEAR OF HIS STAY, COMMUNICATION IS VERY OPEN, THE BITTERNESS STARTED WHEN HE WENT HOME FOR HIS ANNUAL VACATION, WE MET FOR I THINK 4X ONLY. ONE OF OUR GIGS WAS IN THE A COMEDY AND DISCO BAR, OFKORS WE WERE IN ONE TABLE. BUT I NOTICED HE WAS NOT LOOKING AT ME, ALL THE WAY, HIS ATTENTION WAS WITH THE PERFORMERS…THEN I NOTICED THIS GUY ON THE OTHER TABLE STARING AT MY EX..THEY WERE LIKE EXCHANGING SMILE..TINGIN TINGIN…SO I KEEP ON TALKING TO HIM..IGNORE LNG XA..THE PROGRAM WAS OVER THEN..NEXT IS DISCO…IT WAS SO SHIT..IN FRONT OF ME..THIS GUY APPROACHED HIM AND TALK TO HIM HE DID NT INTRODUCE ME AS HIS BF..NAG-AYA NAKO UMUWI….. IT HURTS A LOT…IT ENDED UP FROM THERE… WHAT HURT SO MUCH IS THAT…WE DIDN’T MEET FOR A YEAR SINCE HE LEFT THE COUNTRY FOR WORK..WHAT IM ASKING WAS HIS ATTENTION WHILE HE IS ON VACATION…NGHANAP P NG IBA IN FRONT OF ME…DAMN…

ive been single for 1 year and 4 months already...

i have proven that life has never been an easy journey, and ur worst enemy that u will encounter is urself,its just up to you on how u manage everyting about u, its about changing ur attitude towards the situation.

i know and i believe, iam good,its my nature, BUT i cn be bad, i am just human, with lots of imperfections.

i have been struggling since the time i realized that i want something different, so bad, and worst than what the Lord has planned for me...i know, i cannot escape this anyomre, bt as long as i can, and as long as i live, i will struggle and fight for the good, and will always follow my convictions and always fight for wat is right. maybe, just maybe, someday, i would realize that i have to turn back and never look back again to the things i used to do.
in God's time, i would be the person the way i should be.

i always wanted a perfect relationship, though i know, it can never be, coz there is really no perfect relationship, bt i believe, i can make difference, despite imperfections, i will have the relationship that everyone is dreaming of.

im into friendship, i always wanted someone who would gonna listen to all my heartaches. someone who would gonna tap my back and cheer me up amidst all flaws.

take care guys...


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I just realized na ganun na lang ba tayo pagdating sa samesex relationship...
sa naexperience ko kay new guy... ganun nalang bakadali makipaglaro,,
as in you nasa magandang flow ung relationship nyo then on a sudden as in
pitik lang ganun ganun nalang...
i dont know.. life is so unfair!!!!!
(ang drama ko) hehe

PhOtogRapihAn~

Being single for a week and a few days...
anu ba pinagkakaabalahan ko this past days..
Yung totoo Zero ang Love life ko this few days and i think coming weeksS??
i donno basta ndi na ko si DoRa the EXPLORER na super searchHH ng
Someone... basta pag may dumating e di GO!..
pag wala e di wala..~ sabay nalang ako sa Flow ng Life ko this 2011..
nageenjoY naman ako w/ Friends and w/ my Cam.. hehe..
ayun nga nahihilig ako sa Photography at sa paggawa ng Doodle..
So binalik ko ung artistic skills ko this 2011,, hehe,,
Kaysa naman ituon ko ung attention ko finding Bad Romances...
Focus nalang ako sa other things na ineenjoy ko naman...
hehe.... And I Hope Dumating na si Mr.RiGht!!
Share ko lang 1 of my shots and 1 of my doodles.. hehehe..
Till next Time.~