Dun & I

Too.. make this post short...

Dun and i is back on track again,...

were ok na.. and settled things out...

lets say iba na ung setup namin ngaun pag dating sa work...

but were still going out together.. and txting again.. hehe...

anyway naggygym na ko..

and its my last hope para magkalaman..

so im hoping this is it!!!!

so heres my pic nung nageemote ako.. hehe

Dedmahan?

After the Good Moments and Awesome s*x...
the next following day....
di na ko pinapansin ni Dun..
his like totally avoiding me!.. Damn!..
I dont know what happened???!
wala akong idea??... as in wala...
bigla nalang syang naging cold...
and it feels so rough...
parang (somebody that i used to know) lang... hehe...
di ko alam reason nya...
its been 3 days nadin.. and i ask him bakit
di na sya namamansin... (Stupid me!)
at ayun stress daw sya...
ayaw nya muna daw makipagusap... hay...
as in nahihirapan ako..
kasi parang wala namang reason para iwasan nya
ko... kasi ang saya namin nung last time na nagsama kami...

But about a minute ago habang nagtatype ako dito..
i txted him if naiirita na ba sya sakin...
he replied...

"Hindi naman , ayaw ko nalang kasi ng issue regarding satin...
medyo awkward na kasi tignan kung para sakin..
wag ka sana magalit sakin..."

and thats it!.. ayun lahat ng punot dulo ng lahat...
yung totoo.. oo medyo na iissue na nga kami sa work..
and its not good .. kasi ka stress un...
i dont know what to do...
if he want to keep it a secret whats happening between us...
para di kami naiisue...
hay... it feels so sad lang...

The Proposal

It was a normal day...
kaso yun akala ko...
the night was different...
kasama ko si Dun that night. w/ kim sa apartment ko...
we watched couple of movies..
and after watching bago sila umuwi....
pinakita ko na kay Dun yung video na ginawa ko sa kanya...

it was nice maganda naman naging reaction nya

w/ the video...

kaso hindi sya sumagot ng Yes or No.. kasi nga proposal video yun...

but he explained things na its too early pa etc.. di ko pa daw sya ganun kakilala...

basta its complicated... and its between me and him nalang..

i dont want to open it on my blog...

but one thing for sure...

my pagasa na maging kami..

it just need too take more time and effort...

basta sabi nya wag daw ako maging bitter sa kanya...

How come???!!

so after the proposal video etc...

umuwi na sya and babalik daw sya bukas...

around 9am or 10am...

so syempre masaya ako.. hehe...

The next day... nagising ako w/ janine and my housemates beside me...

its a secret bakit katabi ko na si Ja.. nung umaga...

my pinuntahan pa kasi ako after umuwi ni Dun around 1:00am..

its confidential kasi.. hehe...

dumating na si Dun ng 11am.. medyo late na sa usapan.. hehe,,,

nanood muna sila ng movie again w/ janine and aries..

and inutusan ako mamalengke para bumili ng pangluto...

at magluluto ako ng Sinigang na baboy...

After eating sinigang... Movie marathon ulit...

at nauwi na si janine ng 4pm at pumasok na din yung dalawa kong housemates...

so in other words kami nalang ni Dun yung my moment together...

syempre movie marathon nanaman kaming dalawa...

hanggang inantok na sya at nahiga na sa kama...

ako naman yung nagshower kasi naiinitan ako...

at inabutan ko nalang sya sa kama na nakahiga after ko magshower...

dinala ko naman ung portable DvD player.. sa kwarto kasi my gusto

ako panoorin... 

It was silent hanggang palapit ako ng palapit sa tabi ni dun...

hanngang sa kinulit ko na sya.. at tinabihan sa pagtulog...

ngunit kinukulit ko sya.. at kinikiliti...

actually hinahanap ko yung kiliti nya...

at nahanap ko yun sa neck nya.. haha...

hannga sa dinaganan ko sya para kilitiin.. hahaha,,

it was fun,... ang kulit kasi ng tawa nya,.,

at ginagamit ko yung ilong ko at ung baba ko ng my Gote...

para kilitiin sya.. hanggang sa mga labi ko na yung ginamit ko...

Hannggang sa.... Everything was History. hehe...

it was Fun.. sobrang saya ng Moment namin.... together...

Syempre napagod kami at ngutom..

at pinainit ko ulit yung sinigang na natira kanina...

para kainin namin...

nagpicturan pa kaming dalawa while eating..

and after kumain picturan ulit kami together... ♥

Napagod na kami kakapicture..

kaya nahiga na kami at pinanood ko sya ulit ng bala...

hanngang sa nakatulugan ko na sya...

Nagising ako sa haplos ni dun sa aking braso..

around 11pm na yata.. yun..

at uuwi na daw sya...

tumayo agad ako at hinatid sya sa pinto...

at isang mahigpit na yakap ang nadama ko mula sa kanya..

bago sya umalis... ♥

masaya ako kung anong meron samin ni Dun ngayon...

kahit di pa kami official couples...

kahit na Unofficially Yours palang...

masaya naman ako sa tuwing kasama ko sya...

his different... and i hope sya,, na... :)

Week End

It was Sat. night..
after work i decided to hang out w/ my colleauges...
@ Magic Lagoon.... minsan ko nalang din kasi sila makabonding..
so why not.. spend sometime w/ those guys.. hehe..

After.. hanging out w/ my colleagues...

i headed to harbor point subic.. to watch movie "Paranorman"

w/ Dun and mam. I.. 

it was fun and the movie was good but Touching...

and after the movie we decided to go home nalang...

the night was not really special...

but i got some moments.. padin naman w/ Dun...

so for me.. it was a great night.. hehe...

The Following day... Sunday afternoon...

I invited Dun last night .. Sat.? 

to grab some pizza @ SNR...

and we invited Mam I nadin.. Kim, his bestfriend..

and Melvin.. 

but we decided to eat the large whole of pizza..

@ Magic Lagoon.. kasi it was a nice place to hang out..

plus Inuman nadin dun after murdering the pizza...

its nice hanging out w/ them and Dun...

its a very very Happy Night...

those guys are funny...

and everything is great...

The next Morning...

Monday... still my Dayoff...

i decided na matulog nalang maghapon...

kasi wala din naman ako magawa...

and hihintayin ko pa si janine..

pag dating ng hapon..

to grab some KFC bucket Feast...

dumating na yung hapon,,

then me and janine.. headed to harbor point muna

to bought some things at Watson...

and his brothers Gym equipment,,..

the we headed to KFC @ SM City Olongapo...

while waiting for our order kasi take out...

because sa bahay na namin kakainin..

w/ the rest of  my housemates.. Yuan and Aris...

nakita namin sila Mike, Jhane and Pong.. 

kawork namin ni Janine..

so we grab a picture w/ them nadin...

kaso si Jhane na ung kumuha kaya wala sya sa picture..

So as soon as we get our order,,

we headed back home and fill our appetite...

the night was almost perfect.. kaso..

something bad happen..

it was money issue...

basta i dont want to talk about it..

kasi ayoko nagpapastress sa pera...

basta na Trauma kami ni Janine about it...

and hinatid namin si janine...

at nakita ko pa si Dun..

somwhere na kaninan near my street.. w/ his workmates..

and my weekend was Done...

The Wild One pt.2

after the movie...
we headed to my place and decided to
have a drink w/ her friend kim...
who invited him na maginuman daw...
so i said bakit di nalang sa place ko...
tutal wala naman ako kasama...
so we had a drink at my place...
ininum namin yung GSM blue...
as usual specially kapag gipit ka.. haha...
para mabilis ung tama...
after few drinks and naubos namin
yung isang bote...
i was a little bit tipsy nadin that time..
and i think he was not...
si kim ayun bagsak na sa kama at nahiga
na sa kwarto...

kami nalang ni dun ung naiwan dun sala...
i showed him my favorite book and my artworks...
it was silent and i cant even remember na totally what happen...
basta it was so fast...
pinuntahan nya saglit si kim at sinara nya ung pinto ng kwarto
nung paglabas na paglabas nya... sabay pinatay
nya yung ilaw...
at suddenly he run towards me and
everything gone wild...
it was intense...
one of the intense sex i ever had...
it was wild and totally intense...
and i swear im drunk...
so sobrang nasabayan ko din ung
tension between us...
agad agad kong kinuha ung condom
sa wallet ko...
at sa sobrang pagmamadali ko hirap na hirap akong
buksan yung wrapper nung condom...
hanggang sa ginupit ko nalang ito at pinilit na ilabas sa lalagyan...
i pushed him on the floor...
and everything was history...
i was so happy kasi na achieved ko din yung goal ko
na magpabottom sa ka nya that night...

after the intense wild interaction...
natulog na ko sa kwarto...
at i already forgot the wrapper of condom duon sa kusina...
and nadatnan ni yuan yung wrapper nung nauwi na sya...
sobrang nakakahiya pero sa akin nya nalang yun sinabi
dahil nakakahiya din naman kay dun... HAHAHA!...

around 7am na nung umuwi si dun,.,,
and i gave him my first 1 out of 90 quotes na ibibigay ko sa kanya
before he left... and ngiti nalang yung nasukli nya sa binigay ko...
it was cloud 9... para akong teenager...
this is not so me... pati ako naninibago na sa mga effort na
ginagawa ko for a guy...
but this is good...
im really getting mature enough when it comes to love and relationship.. ♥


HERE'S PART 1
http://bakitchan.blogspot.com/2012/09/the-wild-one.html

The Wild One pt.1

It was tuesday...
i wake up around 11:00am...
my nareceive akong txt from dunhill...
yung guy na madalas sa mga latest post ko..
from cuddle to 90days and 90 letters blog post ko...

"ui gising kana ba? samahan mo ko ng Bataan huh.. :)"

i remember??! i ask him nga pala yesterday na kung gusto nya samahan
ko sya sa Bataan for his Loan at PAGIBIG....
hindi ko expected na tuloy ngayun yun...
kasi he didnt reply naman nung tinanong ko sya if sasamahan ko sya...

so i replied na kakagising ko lang...
and i txt him if what time ba...
he replied naman na past 12pm daw...
shocks! ang init non...

what i did is diretsyo sa banyo to take a Deep Shower....
and after 30 minutes na pagliligo...
i fixed my self up...
and play some music muna.. para good vibes...

i txted him if san kami kita and he said sa terminal na daw sa rotonda..
and i headed naman na sa rotonda around 1:00pm...
umupo ako sa waiting area and hinintay ko sya dun...
as i expected palagi naman syang late.. hehe..
nasanay naman na ko.. hehe... buti nalang nakaktawa ung
palabas sa TV kaya medyo nalibang din naman ako....

after 30 minutes of waiting... dumating na sya...
and umupo kami for a while.. waiting hannang sa madami ng nakasakay
sa bus.. then sumkay na kami sa bus.... and matutulog muna daw sya...
kasi wala din syang masyadong tulog...
so sabi ko matulog na sya... at ako na magbabayad papunta...
and sya nalang pabalik...

after 30 minutes na byahe nakarating na kami sa Dinalupihan Bataan...
and naglakad na kami papunta dun sa loob ng Some University kasi..
dun nakapwesto ung nagiisue ng cash card for PAgIBIG loans...
after 20 minutes siguro natapos nadin... and we headed home na...
wala kaming masakyang bus kaya sa Jeep na kami sumakay...
medyo stress kasi yung katabi ko jeep...
natutulog kaya todo head bang sya sa balikat ko w/c is
really uncomfortable...

habang nasa jeep he asked me what daw showing ngayon...
sabi ko possession, amoroza, katy perry and ung isa comedy...
sabi nya watch daw kami... and kung my pera pa daw ba ako...
ehh. saktong gipit din ako that time..
so i said wala... pero pede dagdagan nya nalang...
bayaran ko pag my cash na ako...
and he said yes... so we decided to watch a movie and
ung Possession ung papanoodin namin...

Nang nakarating na kami sa olongapo city...
uuwi muna daw sya saglit... kukunin nya daw ung Nova na naiwan nya
sa kanila.. para daw kainin namin sa cinema...
and hintayin ko daw sya sa 7/11 dun sa bandang palengkeng Bago...

after 5 minutes nakabalik nadin sya.. and bumili kami dun 7/11 ng snacks
and drinks para tipid at di na kami bibili dun sa Food Court ng cinema....
and nakarating na kami sa Harbor Point Subic and we watch the Possession...

Hindi ko alam kung matatakot ba ako or matatawa ako dun sa palabas..
or sa kasama ko... kasi pag dun na sa takutan scene...
nadtatakip na sya ng mata or pag nagugulat sya... ewan ko ba at
kung sino yung tinataboy nya... ang dami kong tawa... HAHAHA..!


TO BE CONTINUED....

PART 2
http://bakitchan.blogspot.com/2012/09/the-wild-one-pt2.html

Sunday Off

Yesterday was Sunday and it was fun...

we watch Coco Martin @ harbor point mall...

Luckily we see him closer kahit papano...

sobrang siksikan lang.. ang daming tao...

super hot and cute nya lang sa personal...

kaso a little upset kasi di kami nakapagpapicture w/ him...

but happy parin we seen him in person...

After Watching Coco's mall tour..
we headed to cinemas to take some pics...
it was awesome.. sobrang saya lang...
actually madami kaming pics that day...
but most of it.. di pa naupload....
we headed to Jollibee kasi puno sa KFC...
i love chicken...
and almost 20minutes kami nakatayo sa Jobi,,,
kasi puno lahat ng tables...
we are so desperate... gutom na kami...
plus sa haba ng pila sa counter at sa mga
natatarantang stuff ng Fast Food....
it was so disappointing kasi putol putol pa order namin
like paisa isa dumadating...
sobrang badtrip talaga...
but sa sobrang taranta ng crew...
binigyan nya kami ng Large Fries and sundae...
Sobrang overwhelmed lang...
ang sarap kaya ng FREE!!!...

after kainin...
we headed to SM.. too check out the 3day SALE promo..
and luckily i saw my Beki colleagues...
and i took a picture w/ them...
besides they are my school mates...

the day was so fun...
exhausted yes... kasi kakalakad...
and my night was complete...
and i took a midnight sleep...

The End

90 days & 90 letters

“Happiness is a byproduct of an effort to make someone else happy"

The Guy from my last post entitled Cuddle...
i think his a game changer and i find him special to me...
I dont know... hindi naman na siguro ako teenager
para mafall nalang ng basta basta...
this one? i think s different...
Sobrang sensible nya lang...
i cant sharply read his actions...
its still predictable but...
hindi sya showy... in other words..
gusto nya naman pero pakipot pa...
pero sya din naman yung nagpapakita ng interest...
its different from other guys i met...
na alam ko na agad yung nasa isip nila...
and 99% accurately na tama ako..
itong isang to... God!... my second thought ako palagi...
which is a little bit challenging for me..

anyway.. the main story here is nageefort na ko...
hindi pa kami.. coz its much better to know each other..
at wag padalos dalos sa nararamdaman...

last thur. nakarecieve ako ng txt quote from him...

" You Know SpongeBob?"

Kasi kahit na bobo si Patrick.. Mahal parin nya

Kahit Galit at ayaw sa kanya ni Squidward ...
Mahalaga parin ito sa kanya..

Kahit alam nyang pera lang nasa utak ni Mr.Crab
Ginagalang padin nya...

How I wish to Find my Spongebob someday...
Yung tipong sa kabila ng kahinaan ko. Mamahalin padin ako.. ^_^

........

So i surprised him the next day..
i was planning to gave him condom...
para sa naughty part naming dalawa..
plus bumili nadin ako ng pineapple chunks...
hehe... para kunyari ako si spongebob...

taliwas ung sched naming dalawa so its hard for us to meet everyday...
that day na ibibigay ko ung pineapple and condom sa kanya..
magulo pa ung sched nya... at wala pa sa sya sa work....

so i decided to go home nalang....
and i texted him what time pasok nya..
and 6pm daw,, eh kakauwi ko lang at sya kadarating lang sa work...
so i headed back to work para iabot sa kanya yung surprise ko...
kahit na tinatamad ako ... pero nung tinanung ko sya...
if balik pa ba ako jan... he replied na akong bahala...
and its a sign na gusto nya kong pumunta....
so i headed back to work...
and his waiting for me dun sa hallway...

kinuha ko yung kaliwang kamay nya...
and patago kong inabot yung condom.. kasi baka my makakita.. hehe..
matamis na ngiti lang yung nakita ko sa muka nya.,,
na natawa ng konti... haha. kasi naman sa isip isip nya
bumalik pa ko ng work para iabot lang yung condom???!!!

"Ito na yun???"
sabi nya...

"Hindi nuh... diba masarap nga yung dadalin ko"
sabi ko...

agad kong nilabas yung laman ng bag ko...
at inabot sa kanya yung lata ng pineapple chunks...

"Ohhh... Galing kay Spongebob.. para di kana masyadong magdrama sa text"
sabi ko...

"Adik ka talaga.."
sabi nya...

makikita mo yung ngiti nya... saka ung ngiti ng mga mata nya sa ginawa ko....
yun ang effort...
I want him to feel na special sya....
na my taong ititreat sya as a special person...

pumasok kami sa pantry to talk a while,.,..
mga kung anu ano lang....
tapos nagpaalam na sya at papasok pa sya...
kaya umalis nadin ako....

.......

yung gabing yun....
my naisip ako....
isang malupit na plano....

its called "3 MONTHS RULE"
basically 90 days RULE...
bibigyan ko sya ng 90 quotes in  paper in 90 days...
mga inpirational quotes and mga banats...
too keep him smile everytime na papasok sya....

so i texted him kung what no. ng locker nya...
kaso my kasama daw sya sa locker nya...
so my plan change na ihuhulog ko yung letter dun sa locker nya...

so i gave my locker no. na lang ...
bubuksan nya yun everyday bago sya pumasok...
at iniiwan ko dun yung quotes na nasa paper...
pag umuuwi ako....

Yes its a big effort for 90 days...
but i just want him to feel special....
kung maging kami man...
tadhana na bhala jan. hehe...