John Michael!!! IM LOST!!! huhu

As im telling you about this Guy...
John Michael...
actually heres the bad news....
His having an affair??? i dont know kung anung meron
sila.... are they nagliligawan palang... WATEVER!!!!
but it hurts me... nung nakita ko sila sa DANCE FOR A COST...
an event to help one of our school maintenance WIFE...
dahil my COLON CANCER sya...
as the said event it was Organized by the school Student Council..
kung saan kasali ako bilang COUNCILOR...
at mahirap sya... kapagod... Major2x na kapagod...
imagine nagbuhat ako ng mga patong patong na monoblocks...
huhuhu.. ok back from the TOP...

aa im sitting beside my friend Jomz...
my gay closeted friend...
i saw something... irritating...
JOHN MICHAEL is SITTING beside JOSHUA!!!!!!
honestly Joshua is Cute half american...
but his skinny like me...
his medyo tisoy...
and im medyo asian look...
i love KPOP kasii hehe...

they look sweet promise....
it makes me upset the whole event...
basta nasaktan ako...
kahit wala kaming connection sa isat isa..
im so assumera...
it HURTS...(ARTEhhHH)

but i dont know the truth yet dahil naghiwalay naman sila
after the program...
so i think di pa sila i still have a chance,... i wisHH...

but from today... di nako mahihiya.. kay john michael...
magpapakita na ko ng motibo...
ILL SHOW him that im really interested.. with him..

I really LIKE HIm FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid feeling......
BITCHHH....

I LIKE YOU JOHN MICHAEL JOSEPH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope you discover my blog at mabasa mo to!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY DO LIKE YOU...
ALAM KO NAPAPANSIN MO KO!!
ive seen u looking at many many times...
i hope you feel the same feeling to...

Magpapakilala ako sayo as soon as possible...
PROMISE yan..
SANGALAN ng BLOG na TO!!!
at kauuwi ko lang now after ng event nayun...
kahit sobrang pagod ako nagawa ko pang iTYPE to!!!
dahil i need to realise what i feel!!!!!!!
that i LIKE YOU!!...
but di ko alam kung pano sabihin sayo..
natatakot ako that you will dump me!...
di ko kaya...
but ill try...
I NEED AN ANSWER!!!!!!!!!!!!! huhu,,,
now makaktulog ako ng maayos... hahhahaha

HAPPY 1 MONTH SINGLE

ohhhh i just realized...
1 month na pala akong single... hayy...
anu ba mga gnawa ko in 1 month being single..
offcourse.. a lot of dates and (HOOK-UPS) LOL!!!!
actually i lost the count sa lahat ng namit ko
at nahookup ko... hahahaha
yan ang buhay ng single.,.. enjoy2x!!!

But i realized...
i feel loneliness...
i think i need a new PARTNER.... huhu
but ang daming dumadating sa buhay ko...
di ko alam kong sino sa kanila???
who's mr.RIGHT????
argghhHH...
what if pagsabaysabayin ko.. BAD un,..huhu

i cant really decide..
i think another month para makilala ko cla ng lubusan,,,
pero padami sila ng padami parang ulan... hahaha
so lalo akong nahihirapan.. hay ewan..
at this age ba.. ganon ka kaindemand.. hahahah...
it so hard its so hard to decide..
baka mapunta nanaman ako sa wrong GUY!!!
hay2x!!!