This story of mine is medyo MMK!!!! hehehe
If your a Father w/ a Queer son...
What would u do and what would you feel?????
and on the other side....
If your a child and your a queer and your facing your life in a (IDENTY CRISIS) LOL!!!
and worrying what your parents would feel specially your Dad!
nakakatakot na nakakakaba dba???
So here we Go!
Actually lumaki ako sa GrandMa ko....
sya yung nagpalaki sakin mula nung maghiwalay parents ko nung 2yrs.old palang ako!
thats wHy honestly mas Love ko si LOLA.. hehe
lumaki lang ako sa parents ko nung time na nagkabalikan cla after 5yrs. of being apart!!!
im only 6 yrs. old nung nagkabalikan cla...
im only 6 yrs. old nung nagkabalikan cla...
so di pa talaga ako totally comfortble sa feeling nila due to instant changes nadin sa life ko i even call my mom "ATE" beacause my mom is not that old looking so i thought his my ate hehehe..
my dad and I dont talk a lot because busy sya sa work and also my mom busy din sa work.. and nagiisa lang ako s bahay dahil isa lang akong anak.....
As i get older napansin ko my dad didnt approach me a lot Totally my GAP na kami sa isat isa ever since....
di ko din alam kung anu problema nya??
So specially nung nalaman nya na Queer ang anak nya Yung Gap talaga As in GAAPPPP!!!!
di kami naguusap as in maririnig mo lang pangalan ko pag uutusan ka nya....
on my side ako na to ehh.. wla na syang magagawa...
nagtry na ko magChange pero wala talaga ang hirap pilitin ung sarili mo na hindi mo naman kaya...
so ang Ending di talaga kami Close as in wala!!!
even na subukan nya...
wala na ang 10 yrs. na malamig naming turingan ay hindi na mahahabol pa...
So were totally Apart!!!!
Share ko lang guys at this moment na nagtatype ako
my parents is So HIWALAY ulit!!!!
nung Feb something 2010 pa!!!!
at sa tingin ko mahirap na magkabalikan!!!
because masyado nang malaki ung dAmage!!! huhu!!!