Photographers.... :}

seriously i checked out my photography group before...

i checked all there facebook accounts...

and sobrang nainggit ako kasi naman..

lahat sila naglevel up... while ako im stuck w/ my boring job...

hay.. i miss photography so much..

im one of the best.. but now im nothing...

i have something to show..

na hindi ko mapakita.. because i dont have a goddamn DSLR...

so i decide to buy one... and list it on my Wish List!!!..

but first i need a computer.. and gawin munang stable yung Living ko...

then i will go back on track again...

i realized ang dami ko na palang namiss..

because of my job...

nawala na ung fashion ko as an artist...

i became nobody..

a regular person na walang something to show and to prove...

hayyyyyyyyy....

sign of againg ba to?!!!

no way.!!!!

so heres my photography mates...

 

 

undecided haircut?!!!!

i want to get my bangs back on track again...

so namimili ako ng hairstyle that suites me...

i know janine will hate me doing this Kpop thing again..

i just want the haircut.. not the music and pacute pictures again....

its so college days....

basta... im sure what suites my style...

medyo napapabayaan ko nadin kasi pormahan ko this days..

nakakatamad din kasi..

dahil wala naman makakaapreciate sa effort ng pagporma mo...

sino ba? mga employees sa work????!! wahaha...

basta... i need to get rid with my looks and style again...

napagiiwanan na ko ng mga trpa ko sa labas...

ayoko malosyang sa trabaho....

Pormahan na!!!

Payday! BadDAY!!?

                             Its Payday i supposed to go out and party!!!???

       

         But i stayed at home kasi ang liit ng sahod ko... so i choose to be ALONE!!

    

            

            Pero naisip ko... my friends are having fun outside!? kaya nabibwisit ako!!!

                 

                      

                      So i rather watched  Porn rather than inisin ko lang sarili ko...

                    

                                

                                                               THE END

Disaster!!!

Yesterday i go to work early in the morning around 7:30am...

it was raining so hard for past 2 days...

and the rain wont stop...

while im busy at work...

madami akong naririning na lubog na daw sa baha 

ung olongapo, which is my city.,..

and yun nga...

bahang baha na nga sa gapo...

as in baha... 

i texted my roomates...

kung inabot naba ung apartment namin..

but sad news binaha na nga kami...

i was deciding if uuwi pa ba ako..

or straight duty na ko till tomorow...

kaso di naman ako ganun ka selfish!!!

nagwoworry din naman ako sa mga

kasama ko sa apartment...

so i decided to go home...

and i was shocked na even sa 14th gate hanggang legs na

yung baha,...

i never experience such a thing...

compare sa flooding last yr..

pero di naman ganun kalala...

so i walked home...

with my coworker malyn..

na sinundo pa nila mike at fortz...

and after half an hour... i made it...

nakapunta na ko sa aprtment...

but hindi naman ganun kalala ung baha..

sa place namin.. kasi mataas din naman yung lugar...

and ayun... the room was flooded for about 2 hours..

then natuyo na yung kwarto..

then i sleep na... with out big matress!!!

PS: im not worried at home .. dun sa sta. rta...

were my family lives... its the lowest part of the city..

at i know prepared na sila sa mga gantong klaseng baha..

in other words.. the are PRO's when it comes to Floods!!!

Friends

"Masarap maging SINGLE,
masaya maging TAKEN,

pero alam yung the best?
yung tipong SWEETFRIEND lang..

...
But you get the feeling of being TAKEN and the freedom of being SINGLE"

..................................

based on my last post...

http://bakitchan.blogspot.com/2012/08/badtrip.html

im too rude saying bad words with doreimon...

masyado lang talaga akong warfreak...

even na alam kong di ko gusto yung sinasabi ko....

yung i know na ayaw ko naman talaga na ganun yung mangyari...

i dont really want to destroy our friendship...

i dont wanna loose and forget all the moments we had...

i dont wanna loose him as my friend...

his not a Looser and his not a Feeler...

i dont even know bat ko sinulat yun...

its not me... its my anger...

di ko dapat sinulat yun...

kasi alam ko naman his not like that...

his the best guy i ever met...

masyado lang ako nagpadala sa emotion ko..

na i hindi ko na nacontrol and burst out on my mind...

at sinalo nalang ng article... hehe...

so last night...

we celebrate Aries birthday for half an hour ata. haha...

its a simple celebration...

konting spaghetti and chicken donated by Janine..

were so broke na wala na talaga kaming panghanda!

it was fun though... money is not a big deal

if the celebration is Fun and unforgetable.. haha..

after the short time celebration...

nanood na kami ni janine.. ng LOST.. season 1..

at yun nalost ako at nakatulog..

i left janine.. watching the whole night...

nagising ako mga around 11:30am na ata,.,,

pero wla na si janine.. and he left his laptop beside my bed...

at ayun umuwi na pala si gaga.. but his coming back later...

to celebrate Aries birthday again..haha

...................

i log in to my facebook..

and yun.. nagmessage si doreimon...

too end this story short....

nagsorry ako with him..

being rude...

being bitter..

the pangbabara ko sa kanya,...

to all the bad things na sinasabi ko sa kanya....

for being warfreak...

and i explain to him.. na...

kaya naman ako nagkakaganto kasi

im hating myself dahil lahat lahat naman to..

ako my kasalanan...

from the first place kung di ko naman talaga binigyan

ng meaning lahat,.. diba?

ayoko talaga siraan lahat...

so i guess tama na yung pagiging rude...

and get back on shape ulit...

Badtrip??

back at work...
i dont know..
pero ang weird kasi badtrip ata sakin si doreimon...
and i dont care...
haha...
basta bitter padin ako...
and i dont even know the fucking reason why??!!!!
mukang tanga...
i think much better na yung ganto diba..
di ko din naman sya pinapansin before..
bakit sino ba sya!!...
LOOOSSERRR!!
FEEELEERRRR!!
EPALLLLLL!!!!!
wahaha

and goddd... my nagkwento sakin...
na kwinento nya about sa feelings ko sa kanya...

Mistery Guy: ano ba meron sa inyo ni chanchan?

Doreimon: ahmm.. ano kasi... nahuhulog na sya sakin... (sabay tawa daw)

ANG FEEEELEEERRRR mo!!!..
kairita kalang....
im really hating you so much! it Hurts!!...
Hoy wala na!! wala na! kaya wag kang Feeler!!
the reason why im acting stupid...
kasi KAKABADTRIP na sa dinami dami ng
nalink sakin... SAYO pa ko babagsak!!

Sobrang Ang Hirap isipin...
kaya nakakairita!!!
kaya wag kang Feeler....

TRY TO COMPARE THE PICTURES BELOW!!!!!!

ayoko sanang magkagalit tayo...
pero mas ok na kasi ung wala!! yung as in Clear History...
erase all memories... like i erased my family...
i can easily do it cause i done it once...
so kung pede lang...
act like di tayo naging close... and everything...
act like im just your normal co-worker...
and stop hugging me... and stop calling my name..
and stop laughing dahil naiirita ako sa tawa mo!...
pati sa MUKA MO!!!

Paminta

wala ako mapost.,, kasi boring ang day ko for today...

so i add something exciting... some of my gayguy friends...

and gayguys na nainvolve sa buhay ko...

that circulates on my teenage years... nung mga panahon

pariwara pa talaga ako...

Enzo 
one of my nicest friend na ex  ng ex ko... na naging ex ni christian
na naging jowa ni John  na ex ni Zhyver aka flirt no.2...

na si zhyver na ex ni christian at nakaflirt ko...

John

nakaemotan ko before na ex ni zhyver na nakaemotan ko din 3rd yr. 

1st semester na jowa ngayun ni enzo na ex ng ex ko. haha :D

Wynn

friend ni Kat na naging friend ko na din na jowa ngayon ni Francis na

nalink kay Emjay because of me.. na ex ni Jayson na ex ni Jaypee

na naging ex nya din na gusto din karirin si enzo!

Emjay

his like my kuya na.. we became friends na nilakad ko sya kay Wynn  

pero di din sila nagworkout na di ko alam for what reason

na ex nadin ni Enzo!!!

Jayson 

ex ni Wynn at ex din ni Jaypee na naging ex ng dalawa

at naging magjowa din ung dalawa nyan ex.! at naging sila

ni Mhykel na nakaemotan ko at in the end ako naging

tulay... but ended up nung sa manila nagwork si Mhykel.

Mhykel

nakaemotan ko before na naging ex nu Jayson..

na napadpad kung saan at ngayon wala na

kong balita.. haha

Francis

friend ni Kat na naging friend ko nadin na current partner ngayon ni Wynn..

na classmate before ni Luigi na workmate ko..

Christian

ex ni enzo na ex ni zhyver at karamay ko basta

kalandian at lovelife.!! haha

Gold

One of the most important guy...

sya lang talaga yung nageffort sakin,..

kaso abnormal pa ko during that time..

so inignore ko lang sya ng inignore with all his effort..

then one day... nawala sya... and dun ko naramdaman

yung SPARK.. but its too late na...

he belong to someone else na.. but after ilang months

they break up... his one of the guy na iniyakan ko

then last was doreimon.. haha.. 3 sila actually.. the other one

is nonsense na nagcause ng pagiging flirt ko,. hehe

but if my chance na magkalapit ulit ka me ni Gold...

gossssHHH!! di ko na papalampasin,...

I love this GUY!!! huhu.. nasa huli nga ang pagsisisi.. hehe

ME!

Last but not the list me..... haha.. eepal lang...

nakaemotan si Zhyver, si John , si Mhykel...

na ex ngayon ng mga exe's nila!!! wahahahaha!!!! TOINKS!

but now... changing for the better...