Friends

"Masarap maging SINGLE,
masaya maging TAKEN,

pero alam yung the best?
yung tipong SWEETFRIEND lang..

...
But you get the feeling of being TAKEN and the freedom of being SINGLE"

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based on my last post...

http://bakitchan.blogspot.com/2012/08/badtrip.html

im too rude saying bad words with doreimon...

masyado lang talaga akong warfreak...

even na alam kong di ko gusto yung sinasabi ko....

yung i know na ayaw ko naman talaga na ganun yung mangyari...

i dont really want to destroy our friendship...

i dont wanna loose and forget all the moments we had...

i dont wanna loose him as my friend...

his not a Looser and his not a Feeler...

i dont even know bat ko sinulat yun...

its not me... its my anger...

di ko dapat sinulat yun...

kasi alam ko naman his not like that...

his the best guy i ever met...

masyado lang ako nagpadala sa emotion ko..

na i hindi ko na nacontrol and burst out on my mind...

at sinalo nalang ng article... hehe...

so last night...

we celebrate Aries birthday for half an hour ata. haha...

its a simple celebration...

konting spaghetti and chicken donated by Janine..

were so broke na wala na talaga kaming panghanda!

it was fun though... money is not a big deal

if the celebration is Fun and unforgetable.. haha..

after the short time celebration...

nanood na kami ni janine.. ng LOST.. season 1..

at yun nalost ako at nakatulog..

i left janine.. watching the whole night...

nagising ako mga around 11:30am na ata,.,,

pero wla na si janine.. and he left his laptop beside my bed...

at ayun umuwi na pala si gaga.. but his coming back later...

to celebrate Aries birthday again..haha

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i log in to my facebook..

and yun.. nagmessage si doreimon...

too end this story short....

nagsorry ako with him..

being rude...

being bitter..

the pangbabara ko sa kanya,...

to all the bad things na sinasabi ko sa kanya....

for being warfreak...

and i explain to him.. na...

kaya naman ako nagkakaganto kasi

im hating myself dahil lahat lahat naman to..

ako my kasalanan...

from the first place kung di ko naman talaga binigyan

ng meaning lahat,.. diba?

ayoko talaga siraan lahat...

so i guess tama na yung pagiging rude...

and get back on shape ulit...