For the First Time

She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart, 
While I'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar, 
And we don't know how, 
How we got into this mad situation, 
Only doing things out of frustration, 
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard, 

She needs me now but I can't seem to find the time, 
I've got a new job now on the unemployment line, 
And we don't know how, 
How we got into this mess is this a gods test? 
Someone help us cause we're doing our best (best) 
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard

But we're gonna start by
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine, 
Sit talking up all night, 
Saying things we haven't for a while
A while ya
We're smiling but we're close to tears, 
Even after all these years, 
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time

Oh these times are hard, 
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Oh these times are hard, 
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Oh these times are hard, 
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Oh these times are hard, 
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

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masyado nang complicated...

nahihirapan na ko.. pretender talaga ako.

but... suko na ko eh...

ayoko na... i wanna move on na..

kung di kana masaya sa isang sitwasyon..

its better to leave....

mamimiss ko mga kawork ko and everything..

lets say its a new chapter... nanaman...

wala namn kasing permanente sa mundo 

bukod sa permanent marker..???

but ndi naman ako nagmamadali...

im still searching and waiting for a new opportunity,,

i guess kaya ko naman.. after all the crazy thing i been through...

pero nakakalungkot padin...

sobrang tanga ko kasi.. hay....