FRESH START...

FRESh Start
Hirs a Short compilation after the BAd Romance,,,
dec.27.. nagkita ulit kami ni New guy,,
to explain things out...
and yun wala na talaga kami at
pahinga muna daw sya sa relationship...
So like me pahinga nadin ako.. nsagad ung temper ko sa Love..
dahil s kanya,,, ginawa nya kong bitter... tapos,,,!!!!
So ngayon No more SEARCHINg...
kung my darating Then GO!! kung waLa..?? e di WLA...
im just hir nalang waiting for the Right Time at the right Place,,,


Anyway I celebrate my New Yr. w/ this Guy..
pumunta sya sa bahay kasi nga Loner ako nung new yr..
hehe..
and Guess What?? Kung sino sya.!!!
SYA UNG EX. ni NEW GUY!!!! wahahaha....
Friends na po kami... as in wer good friends na..
at hanggang dun lang huh,,,,
tama na ang pagiging ASSUMING nakakamaTay Un..!
pero malay mo baka kami talaga ang meant to be..LOL..
(yan nanaman ako..hmf)

This is EnZo.. not his real name.. but un tawag sa Kanya..
peo tawag ko sa kanya.. Jun pyo.. kamuka nya kasi.. hehe...
SO palagi kaming nagtitwit,,, puro kami twit,, haha...
Lonely ako last night new yr na new yr.
SO sya lang naman katext ko that time at c xtian aka flirt#1,,,
dahil bored ako at loner tinanong ko sya if
gusto nya pumunta d2.. around 12 na rin un.. besides walang tao d2..
OO naman sya.. at after 10min. dun na sya sa kanto. namin.,,
hahaha,,,
at un pinakkilala ko sya sa mga tita ko at tito ko
as my friend... pero ang iba kong tita T.H graveh...
to make the story Short..
3am na sya nakauwi.. hehe.. pinashot pa sya ng tito.. ko..
adk talaga.. pero tinulungan ko sya.. ubusin kasi naman..
wala naman sa intention ko na lasingin sya...
anyway only thing i can say about him is
mabait sya,, and wala kaming gana laitin ung ex naming dalawa..
si new Guy... hahaha...
So un a FRESHH START! for a NEW FRIEND ENZO!

COSPLAY @ THE Olongapo CIty Fest Parade...

WoooAhHH.. YesterdaY SUPER SAYA...
Share ko lang Pics ko...
w/ my Partner AJ.. Cute2x...!!! hehe

BAD ROMANCE.. RAraarara!

OO ung totoo nagdilang Anghel ako sa LAST POST ko..
na baka Bad Romance nanaman to...

SHARE KO LANG NAPAGUSAPAN NAMIN NI FLIRT No.1 aka Christian..
were Closed friends... cguro alam nyo na nagyari based on this
text's..

xtian: Musta?

Me:Hindi ok.. my nalaman ako... about kay new guy,,

xtian: huh bakit? was na kau ni bowa mu?

Me: Hindi pa naman.. i want to meet him now.. to clear things out..

xtian: hmmMM.. Rebound???

Me: Medyo... Kambal tau ehHH.. hahha..

xtian: hahaha bakit anu kuda sau? Tae parang Zy lang ahh aka flirt#2 LOL!

Me: Basta ang Gulo.. unexpected Sobra... masyado akong naging kampante..

xtian: Haha tae.Oh anu pala prob.neu? Ai nku deal w/ him nalang.
kung anu gusto nyang laro. laruin murin..

Me: Hay... Grave,, Sobrang unexpected... masyado akong nagtiwala,...
kala ko kasi his the one nahHH..Assuming..lol..
tnext ko na sya.. sabi ko mit kami now. my dapat kaming pagusapan.

xtian: Haha Anu na? magliwanagan na kau..

Me: Shetness naiiyak ako.. mukang tanga,,,

xtian: Puta ka wag kanang magCRAYOLA!!!!

Me:keme Lang.. (the truth is umiyak ako w/ my best cousin.)

xtian: adik ka! So anu na???

Me: BitchH... wala na Kami,, sya pa ang galit kaloka,.,,

xtian: Thats it ilang araw palang ba kau..

Me: 3 days palang.. LOL.. hahahaha...

xtian: 3 DAYS LANG!!!! Magi na! Lets find nalang ulit .hahaha..
tsk2x.. u deserved sumone better..
Rebound kc eh. an Hrap tlaga pag ganun

Me:Fuck.. sakit aHH.. sineryoso ko kasi.. what a great pretender.. LOL

xtian: ok lang yan. sabagay kay Zy din aka flirt#2 naman hahaha!
Bad3p ako nun talaga,, Parang Nobody Broke up w/ me.. haha

Me: taraY.. OO nga ehh. hehe.. anyway madali naman magreplace!

xtian: hahaha Kaw pa tae.. dami mung reserba(LOL)hehe..
Buti kapa kya muyang ganyan ganyan e
(ung madaming reserves kaya nakarma ata ako)

Me: adik dami ngang reserves wala naman nagseseryoso,,,
OMG i 4got 2 mention my Ex now linked pala kay Zy aka flirt#2

Xtian;huh? Tae ka! gnagawa muo? Oh magkakilala cla...? baka mag ex?hehe

Me: adik hindi..kamusta naman... d2 na ko sa mormon church lapit sa
bahay nila... gusto ko sya makausap gusto ko OK kami maghiwalay..

xtian: adik ka! lalo kalang mahuhurt nyan..

Me:Fuck ndi ako nilabas.. Ouchness...

xtian: anu di ka nilabas?? gagu un ahHH..

Me: OO nga ehh..

xtian: anu ba kasi Gusto nya un nalang..
minsan ok din my PRIDE ka nuh.,
sana di mu nalang pinuntahan..

Me: wala kasi akong PRIDE... haha.. alam mu yan..

xtian: hahaha Adik. yaan muna sya atleast dba habang maaga pa naghiwalay
na kau kc pag pinatagal nya pa mas OUCHhh.(tama!)

Me: Sana nga di nalang ako nagpunta.. wala ka kasi d2 ehh.. sana
binatukan mo KO! hahah

Xtian: Hindi lang kita babatukan.. papasagasa pa kita jan hahah..
Magi na nu.. d2ting din yang right person para sau.. ako kasi iniintay ko lang..
Qng my dumatig Gow.. pag wala di wala... nageenjoy naman ako w./ friends.

Me: hay Puro TRIAL and error huh,,, stress,, pero e2 wala ka..
super Support sakin ung ex.. nya... dun ku kaya nalaman na nagkita cla last
kaya di sya nakaGo sa gimik natin..

xtian:Oh taray huh!?

me: OO.. at e2 pa joined force kami ng ex, nya.. mahal nya pa un.
patay na patay sya sa ex.. nya,, ehh ayaw na sa kanya,, at my
new one na ex nya.. sya daw 2ng habol ng habol...

xtian:FLAKADA ba ung ex nya Edi havayin mu para makaganti ka haha!!?

me: Cra wag naman,OO tehhH flakada....

xtian: tsk2x.. talaga HAVEY!! hmm pwede pakilala
mu nga! hahah..

me: adik my someone na sya.. makati ka talaga..
peo invite ko pag my gimik tau.. ALAM MU YAN..

xtian: Go tau jan! hahha,,,
matatwag nanaman ako nyan ng ahas ng ISLA.. (buti alam mo LOL)

me: anyway mg1am na sleep na tayu.. haha...
thanks for hearing my BAD ROMANCE ahHH... hehe night!

xtian: Go lang.,,, Night,,,
Humanda nanaman cla at Single ka!! wahaha...

me: Adik ka pahinga muna ko.. sa kalandian.. haha
2log na talaga ako NIGHT!

SO THAT WAS IT... GANON KAMI NAGTAGAL..
3 DAYS!! Breaking the RECORD AGAIN,,, haha.,,,
Di ko pa kaya iPost ung napagusapa namin EX,,,
Pag Ready na ko dun ko na kaya iKWENTO...
Baka mauna ko ikwento ung napagUSAPAn namin ng EX nya a TWITTER...

ANYWAY Thanks to Christian.. kahit papano di
ko naAbsorbed last night ung DRAMA... Love u Flirt#1!!

Xmas Scapade!!!! w/ Bi.Friends and FagHugs!

1st pic.me w/ my new CAM!!!
2nd Pic.- JV,Christian, Camz and JOCO!
3rd. Pic- Kat,Wynn and JV
4th pic- Karen and me.. CR!! hehe
5th pic -Me,Karen and Christian..
6th pic -Me2x!!!

As u can see wala jan c New Guy,, di sya nakasunod kasi family
day nila... hehe,,,
BLOGGERS NOTE: si christian sya si FLIRT NO.2!!! HAHAHAHAHAA

Xmas w/ my Special One!

Last Night was the Hottest Xmas
Ever,,,
1st time ko magcelebrate ng Xmas w/ my partner...
sa beach pa kami nagcelebrate..
sweet....
anyway
This is the 1st xmas na Broken ang family ko...
kasi nga Broken na cla,, hhehe...
so Kalungkot sa Bahay.,,, as in
wala akong mafeel na happiness..
buti nalang niyaya ako ni Partner si new guy,,,,
na lumabas to celebrate our 1st xmas..
and I recieve the BEST gift w/ my Dad,,,
A New Handy Cam.. and i Love it So Much,... T^T
So i guess the end of 2010 is not so bad,,,
because 2010 is the baddest yr. of my life... hehe
but in the end.. after ng mga paghihirap at away n2ng 2010..
ay naging OK naman na kami ni DAD,,
and i have a partner,, na i can say..
even his not that SUPER GORGEOUS unlike my past exe's...
atleast Super comportable ako sa kanya...
hindi ako naiilang na ilabas ung totoong ugali
ko or ung ako talaga...
and i think he feels the same way then..
So fall na talaga ako kay partner,.,, hehe

And we have conversations din naman...
about sa rel. namin,,, and happy ako
na marinig sa kanya..
na Nafall na sya sakin..
kahit 5 days palang kami magkakilala....
hehe..
Im so inspired.. i think his the one,,
kinikilig ako.. LOL...
and 2nd kiss namin ung last night,,,
nakakatuwa sya kasama... di kaboring,,,
wer enjoying each others company..
and i hope magstay kami ng ganito,,,
at hinda na to another BAD ROMANCE!!!!!!!!!!

My Best Bday Ever!!!

last Night nagdate ulit kami ni new Guy...
gavi2x nalang... sus...
but its not an ordinary date...
cnecelebrate namin ung bday ko... hehe
actually bday ko today dec.24..
so cnelebrate namin sya kagavi...
dahil di naman pede mamaya... dahil
noche buena.. hehehehe,,,
So for me today is the best Birthday ever..
and the best Gift i ever Receive...
Kami na ni New Guy... hehehe
un na daw gift nya sakin... (SWeet)
im sure nagtitipid lang sya.. hehe...
anyway i feel my teenage dream kagavi,,,
naka 2 bar kami last night,,
kaya my pagkatipsy nadin me...
wala kasing T-ice puro hard drinks.. hay..
and ang cheesy nya,,,
holding hands kami all the time wag
lang sa daan.. di kami PDA...
so ang saya2x ng gavi ko at 4AM na kami nakauwi...
and for the sake of our relationship...
off Limits na kami,, hehe,,,,
Bawal na LUMADE SA IBA...
and after holiday..
sunduan kami after school...
Mon and sat. sya...
and akin ung rest kasi napakalau ng sched. namin...
and sa iba pang school sya study..
hehehehe...
so everything is in plan...
and i hope magtagal kami. and i swear,,,
im serious this Time..


HAPPY HOLIDAYS GUYS..
and Happy Bday To ME!!!

Simbang Lande!

LAst night naghangOut kami ni New Guy...
ung sa last post ko...
simbang gabi daw kami...
so nagmit kami 8pm dun sa kanto namin,,, again..
and ewan ko kung simba ba talaga o beach,??
kasi nakashort sya at nakamini backpck pa.. hahaha
so un lakad kami papunta sa Subic Intl. Hotel..
dun kasi kami magsamba....
tawa lang ako dahil sbi nya 8pm.. start,,,
ehhh 10pm na nagstart ung misa.. sobrang aga namin...
so tambay muna kami sa ministop lapit lang sa condo nla. for some conversation..
and so the conversation start...
after the mass daw punta daw kami sa place ng tropa nya...
and un pinakita nya sakin ung pics...
And di ko inspected kung sino ung tropa nya!!!!
Si FLIRT#1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its a Small world nga naman... Grave...
kaya sabi ko pede sa iba nalang ayuko dun...
kasi naman Bad3p pa ko kay flirt no,1...
dahil nga FLIRT sya masyado.. hehehe
and nasesence ko na! what will happen if pumunta ako dun..
and baka isipin pa ni flirt#1.. na naghahabol ako sa KAnya.. Eeeeewwwww...
So un parang nasense ni new guy na my something samin ni flirt#1...
kaya todo tanong sya... kung anung meron.. and anything...
so inexplain ko naman kay new guy...
pero makulit sya gusto nya talaga pumunta dun..bad3p...
but LUCKILY sumangayon sakin ang Gabi,,
at Cancel ang pagpunta sa place ni Flirt#1,,,
for some emergency daw.. hahahha(evil Laugh)
and sa ministop dami mga customer na nakacar..
at kilala nya mostly.. welcome to the ELITE WORLD CHAN...
kaya medyo nailang naman ako.. hehe...
average lang ang stado ko sa Buhay,,, hehe
pero si new guy... ndi mo mapifeel ung yabang or hangin as in WALA..
mabait sya and saya kasama..
my something talaga(connection MyDSL..)
basta hindi ako naiilang sa kanya,, very comfortable...(SALEM BED)


So after a few hours.. balik na kami sa intrl.Hotel..
at nagstart na ang misa...
after many2x.. months...
ngayun lang ulit ako nagsimba..
simbang landi pa... (sorry Lord)
yung totoo nanibago ako...
at inaantok ako sa misa...
nahuhuli nya pa kong pumipikit...
at sinisiko ako sa tagiliran(SADISTA!!!)
pero wala naman yun dahil di naman malakas,,,,
hehe
So after the Misa...
dapat balik kami dun sa ministop to buy some snack...
kaso kita namin Car ng kuya nya.. kasi nga dun lang ung Condo nla..
hehe... kaya Change destination...
sa kabilang ministop... kami...

sa ministop..
todo kwentuhan.. ng kung anu ano??
mga past relationship...
mga kung anu ano.. hehehe..
and after an hour ata???
umuwi na kami...
and i had a great Time kasama sya...
I HOPE HIS THE ONE NA!!!!!!!!!!
pero masaya pa ko sa Hang Out namin..
Kaya di Dapat MagRUSHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

MidNight Meet!

Another Chapter of my Life,, Vow.. hehe
Sabihin nyo ng malandi ako or anything
dahil every week ang dami kong
commitments... hehe
and hirs the new guy in this chapter...
ahmmm last last day ko lang sya
nakilala via faceBook.. inadd nya ko..
then un nagmessage sya, tapos Chat2x,,.. and thats it,,,
close na kami...very simple..
ahmmm masasabi ko lang sa Guy na to..
his serious when it comes to commitment i think...
yun sabi nya ehh... hehe...
So parehas pala kami.. serious.. hehe..
but in my case i always fall in the wrong Guy..
kaya nagmumuka akong playfull hehe...
Hindi naman kasi ako playfull.. eHH
dami lang talagang dumadating at umaalis.. huhu
So the difference about this guy..(weHH yan nanaman ako)
is comfortable ako sa Kanya.. basta i feel diff...
pag kachat ko sya... parang my something(CONNECTION?? LAndline.. hehe)
anyway.. lapit lang sya samin.. not totally malapit.. 5min. away lang parang
ganun..
and un were texting... ndi Hi?Hello?Muzta?nu Gawa? ndi ganun..
Hindi sya boring Katext,,, hehe
And Last Night galing akong Macdo w/ my FagHug Kat,,
dahil namiss ko talaga c Fries.. at nakadalawang LArge ako.. hehe
Tinext nya ko na daan daw ako sa House nla..
hayYY.. syempre ndi naman ako kaladkarin kaya ndi ako
pumayag.. sabi ko nalang "PAgod Ako" (saan naman??)
SO ayun emote2x.. c Froglet...
pero my pagkaunderstanding naman sya.. kaya OK agad kami..
hehe...
So paguwi ko ng Bahay i Think 9pm na...
texting padin kami kahit nasa jeep ako...
at paguwi ko bukas ng Pc then sa Fb naman kami nagChat.. wala
kaming SAWA....
So as i get bored kakanet.. turn off na si PC...
so Higa na ko w/ my xtra large BED.. then text2x...
at yun nangungulit nanaman.. sya....
daanan nya daw ako sa kanto namin...
Sabi ko NO!!! kasi wala pa dad ko that time baka mahuli
pa Kami sa Kanto.. (Babae??? hahha)
and He said "nakaCAR naman ako..."
(FYI. i 4got to mention mention my kaya pala tong si Froglet,,, nakita ko house nla sa FB,, nanliit ako)
So sabi ko.. di talaga pede...
pero makulit c froglet...
Paalis na daw sya.. HAHAYYY!! adik talaga.. middle of the night makikipagmeet!
napatayo tuloy ako... at labas ng Bahay...
at un pinaghintay nya pa ko sa labas ng Kanto like 3 min.
I hate waiting pa nman...
So luckily dumating naman sya...
w. his Car..
pero di ako sumakay bala sya...hehe
and un parang tangang meet lang... as in meet lang talaga...
pero in fairness Cute sya huh,, my pagka chubby lang ng konti,,,
and un paguwi ko nasaraduhan ako ng BAHAY...
sO sinisi ko sya sa Text,,, hahaha...
anyway kilig much padin dahil Cute daw AKo...??(parang Aso lang)
hahahaha.. and the Night was KILIG MUCH!!!

BLOGGERS NOTE: ahmmm thanks pala sa Friend Ni Julie Cana ,, ung comsci na
PLM(People like Me) for reading my Blog... i appreciate it Much!!!! MwaHH!

BORED!!!!

Oh My2x....
Holiday is So BORING!!!!!!
Its Killing me...
I want To Go OUT,,
Have FUN2x,,
But ang mga kagimikan ko...
Mga walang PERA!!! Bwiset...
ako din nafifeel ko na na naSHoshort na Ko.!!
Hirap pag walang Allowance,,,
walang INCOME!!!
SO anyway...
DAHIL NAGHIHIRAP kaming MAgtotropa...
MAGAAPLY kami ng WORK bukas,,!!
hahahhaa...
Try.. lang.. Dahil Super Boring @ walang magawa..
Malay Mo.. Makahanap kami ng Work,,
Edi di na kami Bored,,, My Money Pa Kami..
HAHAHHAA.,,,
Wish as Luck 2morow,,,..

GoodBye muna Mcdo..

Hay.. holiday na..
meaning...
walang pasok... So pag walang Pasok walang Mcdo...
every after school me and my friends always go to Mcdo..
bili2x ng sang katutak na fries...
at syempre di mawawala ang float..
para masaya ang kwentuhan,,,
about love life,, problems..
some kaartihan,, some crushes.. and other things..
or minsan nagpapansin lang talaga kami..
lalo na sa mga cute na crew,, hehe
malay mo mahanap namin si mr.right
dahil sa Mcdo~ Love Ko to..
anyway..
isa si Mcdo na saksi sa mga kaartihan ko..
dahil dun kulang naman chinichika w/ my
friends ung mga break ups.. kaartihan.. kilig moments..
and sad moments.. kohh...
and offcourse mga kaartihan Moments din nila..
and Fries lang ang nagpapawala ng
stress ko habang super chikahan kami,,
kaya Love ko ang Fries...
kaya pag Sad ako eat lang ng fries sa Mcdo
Happy na Ko.. ganun kababa ung happiness ko.. hehe
Kaya mamimiss ko every after school
daan muna sa Mcdo...
massTock muna ko sa bahay... ng ilang weeks..
sana my maginvite mag Mcdo.. huhu

Kaya naman Love Ko Toh!

SAYANG!

Ang pag-ibig ko syo ay parang tirang pagkain sa plato... Sayang.

Hay... buhay...
i wish di ako nagspend ng time for 1 week
to know you and specially mafall ako sayO!
naginvest ako ng time just to have time everytime
na gusto mo lumabas... kasama ako..
anyway i guess its my fault dahil
my pag ka ASSUMERA na talaga ako.. hehe
So the STORY ENDED as FRIENDS....
And You Find another Guy!,,,
So im just curious Ganun mo ba tratuhin ung mga friends MO??
w/ benifits.. LOL tsk2x!!!

The Bounce Game!!!

Last Night was Not That Awsome..
i feel guilty w/ flirt#2..
i think its my fault why did they
split up.. because i invited flirt#1 ex. last sat.
thats trigger flirt#1 to realize that he
still love his ex...
and his just Bouncing back,, flirt#2..
argGhhh i can see that flirt#1 is not Ok...
i can feel his pain...
even though he says that his OK...
i know his Not OK!
his just pretending...
and its my fault Why his not OK...
because im such a Bratt..
my emotions carried me away..
that i make a decision that would hurt my friend.. huhu..
and i think my KARMA is so fast...
i feel like i cant find the right guy,.,,
like i want to surrender,,, stay single,..
until he comes... im going to wait,,. and stop finding,,
I LOST!!!
Im the Looser in the game i created,,
Hayy.. is it me Blair Waldorf...???
a Girl making her Game?? but im not a chick..lol..
Ohh my Gossip Girls,,, FUCk.. hehe..
but i really feel im Blair Waldorf..!
with the game i created...
The Bounce GAME...!!!

THE BOUNCEBACK!

anyway as my last entry about the two FLIRT...
that turned me into a broken Glass??(LOL)
They already SPLIT UP,,, as IN BREAK!
GossHHH they did not even make it for a week...
hahahaaha,,,
anyway.. the 3 of us are still friends,,
chatting and texting,,,
and will going to hang out tomorrow night @ our friends Concert,,,
hehe..
its A TRIO BOUNCE,,, hehehe
Bounce2x!

THIS IS ME!!!

This is really me...
ill show my Face Pics now.. just to be honest w/ my BLOG...
HEHE...

BROKEN

last week im dating this guy..
lets call him flirt#1...
his cute,gorgeous,nice and YUMMY.. LOL
i met him on facebook...
and his still on a relationship w/ someone
i know.. but not totally related...
we been dating twice...
1st @ the Mcdonalds..
2nd @ the School.. LOL
@ our 1st.meet @ Mcdonalds..
he and his partner split up.!
(because of me LOL,Kidding)
ahmmm i dont know the whole story...
and he doesnt want to open it.. so i dont ask!
anyway back to the main story..
Fri.night i invited him to hang out w/ my friends
and he didnt insist..
So we have Fun.. w/ my friends..
then all of a sudden..
his flirting w/ my gayguy friend..
Holding Hands.. then TORRID KISSING! FUCK!
i guess they are really ment to be... LOL
but im still hurt...
i dont know why?
is it LOVE?? nahHH...
i just met him like 1 week...
SO the two Flirt ended each OTHER.. hahhaa
im such a bridge!
and i ended up BEING BROKEN...
but im not having a broken night,,,
i invited two persons..
flirt#1 and another Guy... HAHAHA
i have reservations incase of emergency...LOL
SO i had a Partner/Date that NIGHT!
HAHAHA ~EVIL LAUGH...
but to be Frank im a little bit HURT..

Classmate ko si Clark kenT..

Ohhh.. its Thurs. Classmate ko si Clark kent,,, YahoOOO!!!
Need to be Gorgeous!!! >_<
the gayguy that i post in my last entry...
So know i have a chance to know him better...

Happy Bday!!!

YesterDay was my Best cousin's bday...
shes my best friend since i was born...
we been together untill now, studying and finishing our career..
and hope that both of us would be success after college!!!
mwaHHH,, happy Bday!!!

Fire Works by Katy Perry.. I Love her!!!

I think this song is inspiring...It shows that you should be proud of who you are...and how you look...your original and cant be replaced and we should all be greatful....weather we're Homosexual, Obease, or just diffent we should be proud we are who we are... I'm different and im proud to be.

YM: French Guy

i was surfing the net doin my usual things..
update my Fb,Twitter,Thumblr.etc..
i was online w/ this gay social site called gay romeo...
its a usefull site cause all of the members are gays.. haha..
so i was online.. i had a good profile and have nice pics..
So sulit ang magbuview ng profile ko..

while im chatting w/ my friends in fb i heard this tone..
shit a msg. from my gay romeo..
so i checked it out...
it was a foreigner asking my age and location and my Ym...
so i gave him the info.
and i received a friend request in YM..
i know its him..
his name was frank...

SO i approve his request imidiately...
and he msg. me..

Him: Hi... how are you..

Me: im Fine.. how about you..??

Him: im fine to.. wer u from??

Me: Philippines and u?

Him: France... do u have cam...??

Me: Oh i See.. sorry i dont have pics only..
(ung totoo my cam ako.. haha)

Him: ok.. invite photo share..

*****PHOTO SHARE*****
i uploaded 10 pics of mine the cutest and the best,,, haha

Him: your so cute like an anime manga....

Me: ohh please.. hehe i like anime lol.. thats why..

Him: i see, i like you,,,,

Me: Com'On hahahaha....

him:really,True! :)

Me: Dont make Fun on me...

Him: No im not....

Me: ok... can i please see you...

Him: Ok.. ill invite my cam.. wait a sec.

****RECEIVING IMAGES*****

Fuck Ang HOT nya!!!!!! I LOve French guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im so LUCKY TODAY LOL!!!!!!!

Me:You look good..

Him:Really.Thanks and a smile on the cam.. hehe

Me:hahahaha....

Him:Sorry but i have to go now... i need to sleep..
(its 2am that night)

Me:Ok.. see u later. hehe

Him:SUre ill message you up once i wake up...

Me: ok.. but im not hoping to much... haha

Him. hehe... ive got to go.. kinda sleepy
BTW im here in the Philippines till next yr.. bye ...

FRANK OFFLINE

Goshhhh nasa Pinas sya shet...
i wonder what happens next!!!


BLOGGERS NOTE:
His name was Frank from Paris,France.. his staying hir in the
Philippines for almost a week... for some business..
his older tahn me ofcourse his 29.... and his cute,..
very french looking!!!!!!!!!! arggg,,,
wait for my update for part 2... the nex day!!! hehe

THE REASON WHY I LOVE “LADY GAGA”!!!!!!!!

THE REASON WHY I LOVE “LADY GAGA”!!!!!!!!


Did you guys know besides being very unique icon!
Fabulous outstanding music videos!
Top Rating Songs…!
And many more!
Lady Gaga is the LGBT community representative in US!
LGBT means Lesbian,Gay,Bisexual and Transgender…
Hinamon nya pa talaga si Pres.Obama nung
LGBT event sa US na take Actions sa mga rights for the LGBT Community
Specially for the GAYS….
@ the time lady gaga @ the stage making speech about the LGBT rightS,,
She scream so LOUD! Saying “PRES.OBAMA are YOU LISTENING”!!!!!
And all the LGBT at that event was all clapping… screaming… like
I wish I was their..
My reactions when I was watching the video…
I cant say a word but WOWWWWWWW!!!!!!!

And @ the Human Rights PresCon, in US…
Wer Pres.Obama is the one making the Speech…
And offcourse Lady Gaga was their….
And pres.obama mentioned Lady Gaga’s name
As one of their guest…
And offcourse the Gay Rights that Lady Gaga’s requesting
Was granted by Pres.Obama!
What an understanding President…
I wonder why kaya sya ang nanalo for the
US Presidential election…..
I hope philippine citizens are very supportive when it comes
To Gay Rights….
Specially the government…

And I watched a video when lady gaga was interviewed
She was ask Lady why are you supporting this LGBT community??
So that your carrier will take up!!!???

Lady Gaga Answered
“You know… the reason why im here as a star! Is because of my supporters..
And most of my supporters are GAY!!! And im really thankfull to them for keep
On supporting me…. So why cant I support them for their rights…”

SO LADY GAGA!!! YOU ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!

Cause of Gayness…

Cause of Gayness…

Many people ask me, how you become gay….???
Actually tanong ko din yan sa sarili ko…
How did i ended up being gay,,
Actually im not inborn like this unlike other gay says
Im gay since I was born..!
But kanya kanyang pananaw yan so if that makes you
Satisfy, fine with me.! ( wala ako pake sayo..HAHHAA)

OK!!!
Ill share this story of mine…
Its one of my very deepest secret…
When I was a kid if im not mistaken 5 or 6 ako that time…
I was sexually abused by this teenage guy,,,
I wont tell what happen… because I really want to forget it…
And that’s not all.. madami pa kong sexual abusement nung bata ako..
I was sexually abused by my cousin.. from blah2x,,,
Di ko sasabihin lahat masyado nang sensitive out of my boundry na.. hehe
Dahil sa mga experience ko that times..
Syempre ang bata ko pa non…
It makes me curious??? Bakit ba ganun???
So hinanap ko sya when I was turning high school…
Naging aggressive ako when it comes to sex w/ same gender..
And most nageenjoy talaga ako sa ginagawa ko…
So I ended up like this… GAY…

I also have a gayguy friend.. and we have the same story to tell when wer kids..
He was also S.Abused by his tito…
So he ended up being gay din, and di lang kami nakaexp. Nito madaming madaming gays pa!!!!
Even straight guys also!!

Some says dahil sa environment wich is kinda true…
They say if a guy is living in a community w/ so many gays..
Youll become gay also..
And “NAKAKAHAWA DAW”!!!!
God.. so they saying na MALALANG DESEAsed Ang pagiging GAY!
I think di naman sya nakakhawa… na pag nasneezesan ka ni BEKI
Kinabukasan sisipunin kana at BADiNG KANA??? How patetic!
For me its more on INFLUENCIAL MEANs Not DESEASED!
Parang ganto yan tropa mo puro drug addict!
So your peers might influence you to take drugs also!
But its w/ you if papayag ka!!!
Parang sa gayness if they are gay and your not
And your happy hanging out w/ them…
It doesn’t mean your gay! Because you know what you really are!
RIGHT!,,
Kasi naman we Pinoys are SO CHISMOSA!!!
Lahat nalang ng nakikita natin pinapansin natin w/ side comments pa…
But always remember this before we say something bad w/ others,,,
Please take a look at your self first,,,

And some says I WAS BORN BEING GAY!,!!!
Lets say may ganun nga but wala namang scientific proofs
Na a person was born gay if meron talaga…
Wala akong maisip such a thing na gay since birth….
(so mga mothers pagkalabor nyo pa check nyu agad sa Dr, if gay ang BABy u..LOL!!!)

THE DIFFERENT TYPE OF GAYS!!!!

THE DIFFERENT TYPE OF GAYS!!!!

Last week my neighboor w/ a gay child asked me
(Chan, bakit yung anak ko Bakla pero di naman mukang bakla???)
Chan my son is gay but he don’t look like a GAY???
-I hope this could help her…. To answer her question…

Actually this is not official its like my own research and observation…
And some help of my friends….

OK!!! Did you guys know that there are types of gays….
So if your curious about your gayness or your gay son… hope this could help..

TRIVIA:
Hir in Philippines Gay (in tagalog “BAKLA”), sounds ugly,discusting and unpleasant right!!!!
But that’s the way it is… WALA NA TAYONG MAGAGAWA! (we cant do anything about it!)

1.)Gays that wear dresses,long beautiful hair, female voice, have boobs, beautiful face and specially
Have (TOOOTHHH,female organ) because of some MAJOR2x PACKAGE SURGERY!!!!
Are called “TRANSGENDER”!!!! means TRANSFORM!!GENDER!
(So if ambisyosang kang bakla porket mahaba na ang buhok mo at my suso kana ngunit my lawit kapa
Wag kang ambisyosa na feeling transgender ka!!! GAY kapadin!!!ok! wag mag ilusyon huh!)

2.)Gays that have TYPE A: long hair,fake hair,wear dresses, fake boobs,muscles…???hehe
TYPE B:short hair,frustrated crossdresser, fake boobs + big muscles!!
Are called “GAYS(BAKLA)”… w/ 2 TYPES.. TYPE A & B so what type are you…
This gays are commonly we see in our community…

3.)Gays that physically kinda look like a guy… have short hair… male shoes,shirt,pants etc.. and act like a man in public… and talk like a man.. but never contact w/ girls……
Are called “GAYMEN” or “GAYGUY”… actually I cant find a tagalog word for this type… is it ok (BAKLANG LALAKE,pangit diba)hahha… I guess this is the type that I BELONG!!!! Hehe
This type is VERY VERY COMMON in our community!! Specially at my school hehe,,(DAMING PAMINTA)

4.)Gays that act like a man and definitely look like a man,talk like a man.. very straight!! And attracted w/ girls.. had an experienced w/ a girl.. and also w/ a guy! Hehehe.
Are called “BISEXUALS”…(SILAHIS)… This kind of gayness is very rare,,,,
Many GaYmen or Gayguy think that they are BISEXUALS… because they act like a man dress like a man etc. but prankly never had an experience w/ a girl!!! So his NOT a BISEXUAL instead what we call
GAYMEn or GayGuy…. (kaya wag kang pilita na bi. Ka… ehh wala ka namang GF!!!! At never kapang
Nagkagirlfriend)!!!!! (And if mahina ang SIGNAL ng GAYDAR mo sorry ka tE di mo to maamoy)
(So mother.. ingat ka sa best friend ng anak mo… baka bf nya pala yan!)(isa ka pa sis, baka kaya ka
Jinowa ni babaylan dahil type nya pala KUYA MOHH!!! Hahahaha!!!)

So That’s ALL hope you guys I mean gays what kind of gay you are….
But what ever we call it… transgender, gay A&B,GAYMEN,BISEXUALS!!!!!
The simpleist answer with that, we gays belong to the word what they call
“HOMOSEXUALS” period…
Its just like this HOMOSEXUALITY is like SCIENCE w/ different roots like
ANATOMY,BIOLOGY,CHEMISTRY,PHYSICS etc. wer every root have specialty…
Hope you guys love my article… and finally answered the question in your minds……
“WHAT KIND OF GAY AM I???” tsk.tsk.tsk

"Si TSINOY"

before we start,,
grave kagavi huh,,,
tamang shot lang sa board walk last night w/ my guy friends..
and ang daming kano!!! my 2 navy ships na dumaong! i dont know lang if
ilang weeks sila dun...
sayang di ako makaget ng 1!!!
puro lalaki ba naman kajoin ko that night ehh!!!
MALAS2x!!!!


ill tell u guys about my ultimate crush in college..
ung guy sa Pic!
but now one of my best straight guy friends...
most of my friends are straight guys...
because of the carrier im taking.. hehe...

ok... lets call him tsinoy...
his half filipino and half chinese..
like my ex michael Yu,, hehe..
ahmm.. athletic ung body type nya...
he had a good skin..
and a stunning eyes. i love chinito's..
(another weaknessS)

it started @ my 1st yr. 2nd semester in college..
his a transfered student from blah3x!!!!
his also taking the same course im taking up! and same batch! YEY!
His medyo tahimik and serious type,,,
(nuon yun!!!) and loner sya,,! kasi nga transfery wala pang friendsS..
yung totoo kala ko Bi. sya,,.. na late puvirty,,,
in Short (Bi. na wala pang exp! LOL)
dahil sa pagiging tahimik and loner ni chinoy!
So nagassume nanaman ang bida nyo!,,
palibhasa ASSUMERA!!

So ito nanaman ako papansin!..
but di ung papansin na bulgaran huh!..
Out naman ung ganun! my poise padin ako!

One day,, lonely nanaman c tsinoy! as usual!
nakaupo sya sa bench??? i dont know what to call it!
basta upuan na my mahabang table na ewan?(UNKNOWN)
so upo naman ako sa tabi nya w/ my clasmate rocel..
(take note: di na nagsstudy si rocel.. and my baby na sya now)
grave dedma lang si tsinoy!.. no reaction!

so to break up the silence!
super mega sound naman ung xpress music phone ko that time...
@ womanizer by britney spears pa nga ang trip ko!
So GAY.... di ba!
naalala ko nanaman tuloy c Chris Crooker sa Youtube!HAHAHa!!!
ok! while my phone keeping its beat up!
nawindang ako seeing tsinoy's feet following the sounds beat!..
(SHIT Bi. nga to?) ok2x!! i know O.A ako that days! hheheh

Totally di ko nakausap si Tsinoy that time...
my magpagka Shy type kasi ako???? (question mark)

Boring diba!....
so the class started at clasmate ko sya sa C language!
and guess what katabi ko sya!...
swerte ko diba!(assumera times 2)

as my prof. discussing this and that, type this,type that blah3x!!!
nakatingin sakin c tsinoy!!
Shit type ata ako nito! hahahahaha!!
Type typan na tohHH!!!

"anu ung nakasulat dun sa projector?"
(Damn! ang laki ng BOSES nya! galing sa ilalim ng lupa!di ko masyadong naintindihan))

"huh??"

"anu ung nakasulat dun sa projector??!"

"ahhhh.. ito copy moh?"

So malabo pala ang mata ni Tsinoy...
Laki pa ng BOSES! so Masculine,,, Hayy!

so that they nakilala ko na sya.. and that start our friendship at
buong batch namin... (FRIENDSHIP nga ba)

So close na ang lahat at my outing this week..
at kasama sya!
and alam ng mga clasmate ko na type ko si tsinoy..
at kala naman ni tsinoy na biro lang un..
sa totoo lang isip bata pa to! promise!

from tahimik slash LONER...!
kabaliktaran naman ngayon ni Tsinoy!
ang Kulit2x nya...
palagi nya kong kinukulit!
ehhehe

Sa OUTINg!

im Tipsy na pati sya!
and also the other friends...
my spin the bottle! Kaloka!
so Lucky ako at tumapat sakin ung bote!

the dare was!

"Chan, kiss mu nga si ____/tsinoy.."

di nagsasalita si tsinoy!

"WHAT!!!!! ako!!! ayoko nga"
(pavirgin ako kunyare)

"daya.. sige na!!!)

tinignan ko si gago...
nakangiti lang!!!
(naaRouse ako promise! add u pa ung tipsiness ko.hahaha)

"sa Chicks lang huh,,"
(bobo ko no!!! if alam nyo lang lips! lips ang gusto ko taaga, ayoko lang
maScandal mabuti na ung magingat!!)

so tingin na ko kay tsinoy!
sabay kiss naman ako sa chix nya,,,
tapos un...
masaya feeling heaven!!!
(but mas feeling heaven parin ung mga namimit ko sa guys4men, naughty ko hahah)

to make this short dahil antok na ko!

so ayun... di naman nagbago trato nya sakin..
we become more closer!
Until NOW super close and sweet nya sakin..
but wala na kong feelings sa kanya huh,,
his like a best friend na brother na sakin...
and concern sya if something bad or wrong na meron sakin...
happy ako at nakilala ko si tsinoy!
his my very special straight friend!!!!
TSINOY!!!!!!

"Clark Kent, SuperMan???"

so at my last post i tell u guys..
about this mala clark kent na guy...!
c jeff Jayson..
but i call him JJ... hehe.. close na kami.. haha...
and take NOTE: "my future huhHH!!!" wahaha!

ok last last day...
i was talking w/ new friends...
parepareho kami ng trip we are anime lovers..!!
and offcourse a Cosplayer as well..
so wer planning to make an org, an Anime lovers org..
wer still thinking what would be the org.'s name... hehe
so back from the top...

as im talking w/ this new friends..(O.O)
a guy caught my attention...
shockksss.. its JJ...
and his smiling at me.. ang cute ng smile nya sakin.. hehe... (blushing)
so i smile back...
dahil makati ako tinawag ko sya,,, HAHAHAHA!!!

"Hey... JJ!!!"

"oHhh.. so wats up?"

"yun pa din ba no. mo..??"

"Yup..."
(punyeta smart ako sun sya... hirap talaga! imbyerna!!!)

"So,, my klase kapa?..."

"wala na bakit?"

"wala... i just wanna know hehe.."

"ganun,,, (smile again)...
(shit,,, my weakness again!!)

"so gehh,,, text2x nalang,,"

"ok,,"

after school bili naman agad ako ng sun cell.. hehe

and tnxt ko sya kaagad....

after a minute my nagtxt...

To be continued...

SC ako! My REKLAMO!

ok sa intrams!!!
after the cheerdance competition!
my work now as a student council!
anu ba trabaho ng student councils!!
madali lang naman!! madaling madali!!!

student council are the ones who
organized all the events @ the school!!!! (ALL)
wer the one who finds sponsors,,,
decorates the place of the event,,,
magbuhat ng tore toreng mono blocKssSS!!!!!!!!
awayin ng ibat ibang DEPARTMentSSss!!!!! if
my problema!!!!!
murahin ng Nursing dept.!
dahil luto daw ung pageant!!!!
(w/c is i dont know?)
mamigay ng foods sa lahat ng faculty!!!!
and huling uuwi pag my events!!!

in short!!!
(ALALAYYYY ng SchooL)

ewan ko ba at napasok ako sa student council!
if alam ko lang na ganito sana di na pala
ako pumayag na representative ng department namin sa SC!!!

and wala kaming department nung intrams!
pag SC! LONER! huhu

dahil pasway ako!
nung cheering di talaga ako tumulong at nagchicheer pa ko sa dept.
namin w/c is bawal if SC ka!
so natalakan ako ng sobRa ng Pres, namin!! hahaha

but masaya din naman maging SC,,,
kahit papano!
its a new exp.! unforgetable exp!!!
dami ko ding nakaclose sa co-Sc ko!
ung kulitan pag nakahandusay kani sa sahig dahil sa
sobrang pagod!!!!
pag sinusugod ung headquarters namin ng ibang dept!
pag kulitan at kwentuhan sa mga ibang dept. na nagrereklamo!
pag umuuwi ng pagapang etc.!
at pagmagbubuhat ng mga long table and ung napakalaking
"AIRCON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sa payat kong to nabuhat ko lahat ng yon!
at lahat kaming Sc ay nagsisisi at napasok namin to!
na w/c is di na namin papasukin pa! VOW!!!

CHEER!!!

ok
this is the reason..
why di ako nakapagupdate
sa blog ko...
dahil busy busyhan ako sa intrams..
w/c is natapos na.. woohhh..
2 weeks before the said event
i was assigned na magayos ng cheer squad
ng department namin...
offcourse di ako pede sumali because
Student council ako sa school..
madidisqualified kami if sumali ako...
So the day that i was assigned..
punta na ako agad sa class ng mga 1st.yr..
to get the list of names and their contact no.
after the mahabang listahan..
tnext ko na lahat cla...
gosShhHH.. 50+ ung nasa list...
pinagtyagaan kong itype un sa cp ko.. kaloka!!!
most of them are boys..(Something FISHY!!LOL)
malamang dahil engineering course ang department namin.!!
and a few girls..!
but maximum of 35 lang ang needed!
so the next day paAUDITION na ung
choreo!
from 50 Bagsak ng 24! HAHAHA!!!
and 1 guy caught my attention!
i know his like me.. halata naman.. lakas ata ng GAYDar ko!
i met this nung sa Up trip pa but di ko sya masyadong
pansin that moment..
his a type of guy na di mo maapreciate @ 1st,,
but pag tumatagal FAKK!!! Yummy si Jr.! haha
so i take down the list ng top 24!!!
so his name was Jeff jayson!!
nakaeyeglass sya,,,(god 1 of my weakness)
type ko maala Clark Kent! hehe
kaso my problem...
hindi pa daw sya sure if makakasali sya..
need pa daw nya ng concent by his parents( what a GoodBoy)
and Sun sya! hirap contakin!!!! bad3p..
the next day!
what a Bad Day!!!
ndi sya pinayagan!!! huhu

Boy 1 - DELETED!!!
but ngitian kami pag nagkakasalubong kami sa school..
SWEET!!!!

so the practice started!
ako abala sa ganito and ganyan!
and ang pinakaayaw kong trabaho ang magAUDIT! and treasurer!
so nagaasign ako ng treasurer sa 1st.yr..
so bawas trabaho!!! but still audit auditan padin me!!
STRESSSS!!!!!

after 3 days of practice!!
papatahi na sila ng costume w/c ako pa pinagdesign!!!
huhuhu.,,

*SA PATAHIAN*

another guy caught my attention! (KATI KO!!)
di ko pa knows name nya!
he got a good body features!
ndi kargador huh!
slim na ewan..
basta ganda magdala!
and his cute but not much!
mas cute pa ko sa lahat ng boys na kasali! hahaha!!
(promise)

but this one is straight lost nanaman ako!!!

so no more karir in cheering!!!
but masaya ako at nakilala ko sila
dami ko nanamang new friends!
and they call me "Kuya Chan"
w/c is irritating! di ako sanay! hahaha
shit im getting old!!!

so a new samahan was developed sa cheering nayun!!
na di ko mafoforget!

So to make this short!!!
nagthird kami sa winners!!!!
we got the Bronze!!!!! yey!!!!
and the next they my suffering bilang student Council!!!!
i was hirap na hirap sa mga nakassign saking event!!!
and ngayon lang ako nakarecover!!!!
wooOtTT!!!!

Bloggers Note:
the straight guys name was Jordan!
at sa totoo lang type ko sya!!!!
and my extra pa! his name was Axl!
na my looks.. but di ko type
and gusto ata ako maexperience!!
feel ko naman if gusto ako makasex
ng isang guy!!hahaha (ilusyonada!)

father and son!

wooOhh..
its been a while nung last akong magpost d2...
medyo busy2xhan din kasi me...
kaya ganun,, hehe,,,
grave ang dami kong gusto iPost sa mga happenings this few weeks,,
but my first post ay ito...
a tribute for my dad,,,
dont worry dami pa kong ipopost at magsesembreak so i have a lot
of time w/ my BLOG!..
SO HERE IT Is,,,

sept.19,2010
a day i will never forget...
a very dramatic day...
na never kong inexpect na mangyayari...

it was a normal day...
i mean gavi un.. hehee
i was in my rm. at my aunts house offcourse..
i was laying at my bed.. wen my dad open the door..
and telling something.. blah3x.. his a littke bit tipsy at that time..
and suddenly he cries...
i was shock!..
then he hugged me so tight,,
di ko alam kung anung nangyayari.. (my namatay ba?)
(my sakit ba sya at mamatay na sya,,) un ang naiisip ko that time..
but he started to speek...
"im really really sorry anak,, if naging malamig ako sayo.."
pasensya na...
ndi ko kasi gusto na ganyan ka...
but if you like to be who you are then go ahead,,,
basta study hard kalang...
his crying when his saying those words,,,
"im really sorry if hindi ako naging mabuting anak.."

John Michael!!! IM LOST!!! huhu

As im telling you about this Guy...
John Michael...
actually heres the bad news....
His having an affair??? i dont know kung anung meron
sila.... are they nagliligawan palang... WATEVER!!!!
but it hurts me... nung nakita ko sila sa DANCE FOR A COST...
an event to help one of our school maintenance WIFE...
dahil my COLON CANCER sya...
as the said event it was Organized by the school Student Council..
kung saan kasali ako bilang COUNCILOR...
at mahirap sya... kapagod... Major2x na kapagod...
imagine nagbuhat ako ng mga patong patong na monoblocks...
huhuhu.. ok back from the TOP...

aa im sitting beside my friend Jomz...
my gay closeted friend...
i saw something... irritating...
JOHN MICHAEL is SITTING beside JOSHUA!!!!!!
honestly Joshua is Cute half american...
but his skinny like me...
his medyo tisoy...
and im medyo asian look...
i love KPOP kasii hehe...

they look sweet promise....
it makes me upset the whole event...
basta nasaktan ako...
kahit wala kaming connection sa isat isa..
im so assumera...
it HURTS...(ARTEhhHH)

but i dont know the truth yet dahil naghiwalay naman sila
after the program...
so i think di pa sila i still have a chance,... i wisHH...

but from today... di nako mahihiya.. kay john michael...
magpapakita na ko ng motibo...
ILL SHOW him that im really interested.. with him..

I really LIKE HIm FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid feeling......
BITCHHH....

I LIKE YOU JOHN MICHAEL JOSEPH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope you discover my blog at mabasa mo to!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY DO LIKE YOU...
ALAM KO NAPAPANSIN MO KO!!
ive seen u looking at many many times...
i hope you feel the same feeling to...

Magpapakilala ako sayo as soon as possible...
PROMISE yan..
SANGALAN ng BLOG na TO!!!
at kauuwi ko lang now after ng event nayun...
kahit sobrang pagod ako nagawa ko pang iTYPE to!!!
dahil i need to realise what i feel!!!!!!!
that i LIKE YOU!!...
but di ko alam kung pano sabihin sayo..
natatakot ako that you will dump me!...
di ko kaya...
but ill try...
I NEED AN ANSWER!!!!!!!!!!!!! huhu,,,
now makaktulog ako ng maayos... hahhahaha

HAPPY 1 MONTH SINGLE

ohhhh i just realized...
1 month na pala akong single... hayy...
anu ba mga gnawa ko in 1 month being single..
offcourse.. a lot of dates and (HOOK-UPS) LOL!!!!
actually i lost the count sa lahat ng namit ko
at nahookup ko... hahahaha
yan ang buhay ng single.,.. enjoy2x!!!

But i realized...
i feel loneliness...
i think i need a new PARTNER.... huhu
but ang daming dumadating sa buhay ko...
di ko alam kong sino sa kanila???
who's mr.RIGHT????
argghhHH...
what if pagsabaysabayin ko.. BAD un,..huhu

i cant really decide..
i think another month para makilala ko cla ng lubusan,,,
pero padami sila ng padami parang ulan... hahaha
so lalo akong nahihirapan.. hay ewan..
at this age ba.. ganon ka kaindemand.. hahahah...
it so hard its so hard to decide..
baka mapunta nanaman ako sa wrong GUY!!!
hay2x!!!

John Michael!!! (another GUY)

ive seeing this new psychology student @ school
damn his hot and his GAY! YEY!..
his so straight acting...
i like himm..
and luckily an hour ago @ school "nagpapansin na ko"..

@ THE LIBRARY!
w/ my friend....

Me: ui Jomz do u know wat TOP means????

Jomz: what? TOP.. Yuck LASon Super bottom ako nihh..

Me: Hay ewan ko sayo... basta im tOp pede ding VERSA!!! hahaha

and i think napapatingin natung Paminta nato..... hehehe
and SUCCESS his looking and listening to our conversation...

so i looked at him and smiled...
but hanggang dun lang...
walang EMOTE!!!

but Jom ask his name w/ his clasmate...
and Now i know his name:
"JOHN MICHAEL"!!!!!
very Divine.... like my name!!! hahahha

SO i wonder wats next!!! hahaha

BLOGGERS NOTE: OK2x SIomao and i are still knowing each other... wer still textng..
may pagasa pa kami.. haha .. its just my new character sa buhay ko..
BLEH!

I LOVE my "GIRLS"!!!

Ok2x!!!
SAT!!! its SAT!!!!!!! weeHHH!!!
papapaPARTY!!!!

ok we had a party in kuya peejee's house..
we bought our drinks and foods at Royal department Store,,,, hehehe

we gather around and headed a trip to gordon heights a Hights,.. promise
the place was so high,,, it makes my legs work out for a long lomg wik!!!
outss,,

so Meet the four i mean 3 PRECIOUS GIRLS im my DEPARTMEnt!!

RIGHT: the spoiled dancer in the group... the rich girl!!! hehe
the DONYA.... gel is one of my Chikababes we talk about this guy.. and
other girl stuffs... even shes petty, believe me.. he acts like a man sometimes.. and shes not maarte..shes ready to go anywere.. but cant go w/our his make UP! LOL!

LOWER LEFT: the Smart Girl in the Group!!! shes medyo makulit din and we always
agred when it comes to Foods.. we LIKE EATING SO MUCHH!!!!! and i call her MADAM BLUSH ON!! because she puts Blush ON's MOSt of the TIME LOL!!!!!

HIGHER LEFT: the half chinese Girl,,,, shess kinda smart to.. shes a little bit weird..sometimes but shes fun to hung w/,,, and he never lives w/out his face powder LOL!

YOULL LOVE THIS GIRLSS!!!!
there not the ordinary girls.. you would met.,,
because they are so JOLOGSSS.. and NOT MAARTE! SO I LOVE THEM!!!!!
I LOVE MY GIRLS!!!!!!

bloggers NOTE: next ISSUE; "MY GAYS" youll love them..

OH MY! SIOMAo!!!!!!!

ok for an update...
Troy and i never been together,,
its not because that i dont like him..
but because his not the one im finding...

So the new Guy,,,
Who's the new GUY??? CHAN!!!

Lets call him SiOMAO!... combination of
"SIOPAO and SIOMAI"
a steamed bun hir in the philippines...
because thats what i call him.. lol..

and he calls me "SIOPAI"..(reverse combination)

siomao is "25 yrs.old"...
(Ok enough w/ the violent reaction guyss... i know his old...)
his still studying somewer hir..hehehe
taking bus.administration.. his going to graduate this yr.. hehe...

ok wat can i say about him?? ahMM..
in physical looks i dont KNOWWW!!!
because he never share his pics w/ me and even his facebook,,,,
his Discrit!! still in the closit!
in tagalog!!
(DI pa ALAM ng mga TAO at ng family nya na Dugong BERDE sya!! hahaha!!)

but weve been texting for 2 wiks,,, he even calls every night..
asking wat happen to ur WHOLE day.. (its kinda sweet he hits my spot.. ehehe)

this guy makes me text every night even late at night..
i dont usually text.. i dont like texting... kinda old school... ehehe
but he make me text again like i always do before...
(YAYAMAN na naman ang SMART nyan)hahaha...

OK back w/ my SIOMAO....

we almost met last fri. aug.20,,,
but i have a party w/ my friends..
so im not available... but his to makulit....
i almost said yes.. before im going home..
but im drunk i dont want him to see me like a drunk wasted guy!! heheh
so i refuse again...

so we didnt MET! awwW!!

i hope we met..this weeK..
but i have a one big pimple in my above my CHEEKS.. damn
BAD PIMPLE.. so mitting w. siomai this weeK!! CANCELED!!!!!

GUYSS im TOP!!!

ok i tell my GAy friends
i mean my bottom friends....

" GUYS i HAd SEX..and i TOPPED!!!!"
i know there reaction is gonna be violent.!!!

wer talking about this new guy and school, our dicscrit gay prof..
involed w/ a guy.. etc. ok i know wer the GOSSIP GIRLSS!! LOL..

and once a sec. our conversation turned into laid experiences last week..
so one of my bottom friend say..
"guys i get laid w/ a daddy last sat. God its so hot..!!"
and the others same story get laid w/ that guy.. w/ this guy in school..
the guy from there.. hir... etc...

and i say..
guyss... i top last sat. w/ a cute guy..!
silence filled the air...
"di nga? ikaw super bottom nagtop???" my gay friend said..

i replied...
" Yes i did,,, hahaha,,, its kinda more FUN.. promise"... and a big LAUGH;; HAHAHA!!

and i tell them wat happen last sat. details by details....
and the rest was HISTORY!!!

BLOGGER NOTE:
yes i turned TOP but im not labeled as a TOP,,,, im more VERSA! but more
TOP nowwwWW!!!

rainy date w/ TROY. PART 2.

its fri. 5pm.,
and i have a date @ 8pm..
But GOd Look at the view...!!
ITS RAINING SO HARD!!!!!!!
like its the end of the WORLD!
Should i go out w/ Troy??
or Go To Ashia's Bday Party and drink
a Lot and enjoy Tecno music's and Karaoki...

6PM: TROY TEXTED:
(2loy pa ba Tayo) are we still going??
ME:
(I DONT KNOW MAYBE? IF THE RAIN STOPS..)
HIM:
OK.. JUST TEXT ME IF wer Going.. im ready to go..anytime.. (BLUSH)

GOD wats with this GUY,,,FUCK... THE COLD weather turns me HOT!!! LOL
but luckily the rain stops!
wooahHH,,, nervous..

TROY CALLED: BEEP2x.. HEY THeres no more rain can we meet NOW?
ME: SURE, WAIt for me outside mcDo.. im going to fixed my self 1st..

after 30min, im ready HOT to go..!!!
like i showered my self w/ refreshing perfume...
and look @ the mirror..
damn im so HOT today.... (FALAKA) hehe

after 15min. travel im outside mcdo.. and i already see him..
SHIT his looking @ me on the sidewalk.. and SMILINg... Im so SHY...

he approach me 1st..

HEY.. wat u doin...

Me.OK?? thats wat i only say..

SO he invited me to eat but wer walking along leavng macdo...

so I said
WEr are we Going i thought wer going to eat here...

him:
what? i didnt say THAT?

me: THEn where??

HIm: Just follow Ok...

SHIT A STRANGER is GOING TO KILL ME.. LOL...

rainy date w/ TROY.

it was sat.. aug.7 i thnk and its damn raining hard as in hard... its ashia's bday. but i already have a scheduled date that nyt w/ troy, the guy from manjam... that msg. me last monday.. saying ur cute. do you hav a no. . so hir i am again gving my digits.. wev been txtng for hours. . and he want to mit me ths coming sat to have a formal date..FORMAL OK.. so i said yes... im bad i 4got its ashias bday ds sat. and i wont attend hs party bcos of a guy.. so finally its sat and its really raining hard. wat will happen now.

IM READY

Okay yesterday as i was saying..
my plan for this week is to tell Michael that i dont love him anymore and i want a breakup!!!!!!!!
But ang life my Twist nga naman...

I met this guy in Planet Romeo..
his 20, 4th yr. college. taking up HRM...
also hir in my city...
his kinda cute...
and wer planning for a friendly date this SAT.. (FRIENDLY DATE)!!!
there is something that i like about the new Guy...
His so honest he tells anything he like to tell..
like
im not so cute so dont expext to much...
and pag nagdate tayo sa sat. if u dont like to talk to me na..
just tell it infront of me.. huhh...
(PRomise natawa ako dun..)
kakaiba talaga...

and eto pa...
Ahmmm sa sat. ba? pede kaba til night muka ka kasing GOOD BOY?
double tawa tlaga ako..
so i try to be honest..
yes pede ako till night if u know me..
umuuwi pa nga ako ng umaga na... hahaha

he replied:
cguro gimikero ka hmff....

me:
No, tampo agad?.. hehe

but our txting is ok...

I HOPE his the Guy..
na hinahanap ko...
I HOPE HIS THE ONe..
Cause Im Ready to Find The One For me..!!!!!! PS!

HOW TO SAY GOODBYE??

Today is my 2nd monthsary w/ Michael....
i dont know but i feel Unhappy w/ him now...
naubos na ata pagmamahal ko sa kanya.....
maybe because wala nadin kaming time sa isat isa...
Nawala na Ung SPARK! Ung EXCitement...
I sLeep w/ Him Last night tO prove to Mysel if i Still
Love him.. but wala na Talaga... Wla na kong maFeel....
Bakit ganun bigla nalang ung SpaRk na nararamdamn ako for Him...

Wala naman Masamang ginawa c si Michael for me...
He Give his Best to love me...
at wala akong masusumbat dun..
Ako ang my Problema,,,
Ako ang Gusto makipaghiwalay....
Pero Hindi ko masabi sa Kanya..
Di ko Maamin sa kanya na " I DONT LOVE U ANYMORE,SORRY"
Nahihiya talaga ako.. Dahil their is NO VALID RESON para MAputol ung RELATIONSHIP NAMIN..
ANg SAMA ko..
pero WLA na Talaga ako maramdaman So Di ko nman mapilit sarili ko Koh!!

So im Planning This Week na SAbihin na sa Kanya at Tapusin na ung relasyon namin,,,
THE TRUTH sometimes HURT.. BUT LYING HURTS a LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!
alam ko masasaktan sya pero mas masasaktan sya pag pinatagal KO pa.. HUHU..
HOPE WE END WELL!!!!!!!!!

IM CheaTing! SorRy michael. Huhu

Sabi nga nla walang perfEct na partner.
Aray sapul aq dun...

Last wik im busy surfing d net. YahoO mesSanger,fb.g4m. Etc.
Whle im busy...
My nagpm s ym!
BUZZ!!
Hi. Ang cuTe mO naman..
Nsal u?

Me: awW. Sa picz lng yan ahaha. Ang payat q kaya..
Chan hir. 18. Frm. Gapo

him:coMmOn? Di nga gapo dn me... Ahehe.. PeDe c2c..

Me: ahmM.. Ang panget ko. LoL.. San ka s gapo..

Him: invite your cAm pls.. CuTe ka kaya.. Jan lng me sa (secret)

me:awW.. ProMiz madidisapoint ka hahaha. (pa choOsy aq kunyari lol)
ok wait.

CAM OPEN:

me. Ok naBa?

Him.awW ang cuTe mO. Hehe..

Me. Di nga payat q ohh.(pero pRoMise flatTereD aq hahaha)
kaw naman cAm u..

Him: wait open q.

CaM invitatioN.

Me: wow nice boDy? Body u b gus2 q mkta faCe plsS!

Him. Nahihiya aq eh.

Me. CoMmOn?! Show ur faCe. Magsasign ouT n q.

Him. NO! Wait, lng yan na.

Me.. Oh. U loOk great!(pRoMiz cuTe sya! DEfine cuTe.. Ang puTi nya shet cuTe ng eyes!.)

him. Ok naBa? Mr.bosSy.

Me.bosSy ka jan.. Hahaha geh antok na talaga aq( 2am na kaya nung tym na un my pasok pa q ng 10am)

him. Why. U doNt like me b?

Me. Like ka jan.. Drama mu naman. Hehe antok na talaga aq pRoMiz. My pazok pa q ng 10.

Him. Sayang naman gus2 q pa mkpagchat sau eh..
Kunin q nO. MO?
(shet kinilig aq na knaBahAn. Kasi my bf aq dbA at posessive un super as in kalkal cp q!)
2mins bAgo aq nagrPly!

Him. BUZZ!!! D kana rPly my magagalit bA..

Me. Ay sorry my knuha lng me. Hehe , walang magagalit nuh'( patay aq n2, ang bAd q.)
e2 nO. Q 0910...
Geh nigHt po.

Him. Geh ouT nadin me..

...
After then patay q na pc q. Pa2log na me...
Ng nagRing c CP!
BlaH3x.
UnknOwn nO.

Me! HelLo? Cnu 2?
Him. AwW...nakalimuTan u na... Dami mu cguro kaChat kanina..
Me! AwW. Ikaw ung sa ym kanina. SorRy d kxi reg. NO. U d2. Malamang sagot q hu u?. Hehe. So why do u cAlL...
Him. Just want to invite u kung peDe mit tau bukas?,....
Me. Bukas nalang natin pagusapan yan antok na talaga ako. HmMm.
Him.ok. Po nigHt...

PRoMiz ang lamiG na boses nya. Ahehe.
At nakatUlog na q ng di ko namamalayan!

"MY BI. LYF": My New Busy Home

"MY BI. LYF": My New Busy Home: "Its been a month nung naghiwalay parents ko...at dito ako nilipat sa house ng uncle ko..huhujust 50 meters away from our house!i know mara..."

My New Busy Home

Its been a month nung naghiwalay parents ko...

at dito ako nilipat sa house ng uncle ko..huhu

just 50 meters away from our house!

i know maraming magbabago sa life ko like:

:NEW SET UP

:NEW LIFESTYLE

and

:NEW LIFE(LOL)!!!!

Unlike before nung nsa bahay pa ko naktira sitting pretty lang ang drama ko.. hehe

i can eat any time i want without worrying na maubos ung stocks...

clean anytime i like and specially i can open my PC 24/7 a month!(LOL)!!

But Ngayon...

I always wash the dishes morning and night it depends sa sched. ko... but most gabi ako naghuhugas.... I cant seat for a min. and watch my cousins doing their chores and keep on busy cleaning the house...nakakahiya nuhh.. ayuko masabihang "BATUGAN"..

di ko nadin nabubuksan PC ko magdamag,nakakapagbabad lang ako pag medyo gabi na...huhu(BYE TWITTER Friends)

But the good thing about my new home... kahit busy at wala ng sitting pretty nandun naman ung "PEACE OF MIND"!!!!

dahil walang bangayan at awayan between my parents...

i have a busy life now but on the other side a Peacefull and quiet Mind.. hmmMMM..

So got to go QUOTA ko na...

baka sabihan nanaman ako ng uncle ko!!!

"HOY,BABAD Ka NanAman jan"!!!! (LOL)

bye guys! watch for my new post!

"FALLING"

hai.. i have something to share...

hehe

its a secret!!!

when i was 16 nasa peak ako ng kakatihan ko.,,, hehehe

i mean pag pinakitaan u lang me ng kabutihan LOVE na kita as in LOVE mukang tanga dba!!!

as in kahit ilibre mu lang me ng siopao ay naku love na kita hehehe....

kahit sa txt nababaliw ako pag sinasabihan ako ng I Love u......

para talagang tanga natatawa lang ako pag naaalala ko yung mga kabaliwan ko nuon.....

nakakatawa!!! hahahaha!!!

But sa mga kabaliwan ko nuon ayun bagsak ako sa bangin sa katapusan kasi asSume ako ng Assume para akong cra!! napakaaSumera ko!!! Sobra!!!
lahat ng kabutihan bnibigyan ko ng kahulugan..

kaya un bagsak sa huli dahil nagassume ako!! hahaha!!!

But nuon yun... i grown a lot na since ng nag18 ako nafeel ko na ung true life....

may direction na.. etc. at hindi na assumera natututo na ko tutong tuto!!!!!

(I WISH)

kahit madaming challenges sa buhay ko na dumadating kinakaya pa naman kahit papano....

kahit mahirap!!!! di ako susuko!! GO3X!!! FIGHT3X!!!!

Anu bang nangyari sakin this past 2 days!!!

LastLast Day!!!

: date w/ michael sa time Square watch movie "ECLIPSE"

Last Day!!!!

i mean today!!!!

grave ung departamental meeting napunta pa ko sa student council Shocks BIG RESPONSIBILTY!!!!!!!! A in "BIG" kaya ko kaya lets see nalang.. Stresss!!!!!!!