PlanetRomeo STORY~

a friend of mine in g4m from manila message me asking.
if my alam daw akong resort hir in olongapo city, because he and he's friend
are taking a vacation here..so i gave him the info.
anyway i read his profile and i feel the pain on the story he write on his
profile... how they ended w/ his 4 yrs and 2 months ex.
so heres his story... and nagpaalam naman ako ipost to..
pumayag naman sya.. hehe..

I HAD A PARTNER BEOFRE FOR MORE THAN 4 YEARS. 4YEARS AND 2 MONTHS TO BE EXACT. I WAS 21 THEN HE WAS 28. HE THOUGHT ME EVERYTHING I KNOW ABOUT SAME SEX RELATIONSHIP SINCE I WAS TOO YOUNG THEN AND VERY INOCENT ABOUT MY CONFUSIONS. NO DOUBT I LOVE HIM THAT MUCH SINCE I NEVER HAD SOMEONE OTHER THAN HIM. HE LEFT THE COUNTRY FOR WORK. HE HAD A CONTRACT TO WORK IN KSA FOR TWO YEARS, WE ARE STILL OKAY DURING THE FISRT YEAR OF HIS STAY, COMMUNICATION IS VERY OPEN, THE BITTERNESS STARTED WHEN HE WENT HOME FOR HIS ANNUAL VACATION, WE MET FOR I THINK 4X ONLY. ONE OF OUR GIGS WAS IN THE A COMEDY AND DISCO BAR, OFKORS WE WERE IN ONE TABLE. BUT I NOTICED HE WAS NOT LOOKING AT ME, ALL THE WAY, HIS ATTENTION WAS WITH THE PERFORMERS…THEN I NOTICED THIS GUY ON THE OTHER TABLE STARING AT MY EX..THEY WERE LIKE EXCHANGING SMILE..TINGIN TINGIN…SO I KEEP ON TALKING TO HIM..IGNORE LNG XA..THE PROGRAM WAS OVER THEN..NEXT IS DISCO…IT WAS SO SHIT..IN FRONT OF ME..THIS GUY APPROACHED HIM AND TALK TO HIM HE DID NT INTRODUCE ME AS HIS BF..NAG-AYA NAKO UMUWI….. IT HURTS A LOT…IT ENDED UP FROM THERE… WHAT HURT SO MUCH IS THAT…WE DIDN’T MEET FOR A YEAR SINCE HE LEFT THE COUNTRY FOR WORK..WHAT IM ASKING WAS HIS ATTENTION WHILE HE IS ON VACATION…NGHANAP P NG IBA IN FRONT OF ME…DAMN…

ive been single for 1 year and 4 months already...

i have proven that life has never been an easy journey, and ur worst enemy that u will encounter is urself,its just up to you on how u manage everyting about u, its about changing ur attitude towards the situation.

i know and i believe, iam good,its my nature, BUT i cn be bad, i am just human, with lots of imperfections.

i have been struggling since the time i realized that i want something different, so bad, and worst than what the Lord has planned for me...i know, i cannot escape this anyomre, bt as long as i can, and as long as i live, i will struggle and fight for the good, and will always follow my convictions and always fight for wat is right. maybe, just maybe, someday, i would realize that i have to turn back and never look back again to the things i used to do.
in God's time, i would be the person the way i should be.

i always wanted a perfect relationship, though i know, it can never be, coz there is really no perfect relationship, bt i believe, i can make difference, despite imperfections, i will have the relationship that everyone is dreaming of.

im into friendship, i always wanted someone who would gonna listen to all my heartaches. someone who would gonna tap my back and cheer me up amidst all flaws.

take care guys...


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I just realized na ganun na lang ba tayo pagdating sa samesex relationship...
sa naexperience ko kay new guy... ganun nalang bakadali makipaglaro,,
as in you nasa magandang flow ung relationship nyo then on a sudden as in
pitik lang ganun ganun nalang...
i dont know.. life is so unfair!!!!!
(ang drama ko) hehe