One Night Only

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before i start...
this last few weeks..
im busy w/ photography and cosplays...
mejo nabawasan ang night life...
dahil gumoro ng japan c bestfriend Karen..
and 2 months syang ibuburo dun ng ate nya...hehe..

Anyway last night jan.24..
I met Ansem from PlanetRomeo..
it was 8:30PM.. super net lang ako sa bahay...
making my report for tomorrow.. hehe
then a Seducting tone from planetromeo makes me excited..ehhee
Ayun Ansem..
a Field worker... traveling from places to places..
and nasa isa syang hotel d2 samin,...
and super message lang..
where u from? how are you? etc.

I was totally Bored that night and I Need SEX! hehe
so message him if i could drop by sa Hotel kung san sya nagstay..
and he message me Back.. SURE...Rm.404..

So a little Shower.. super pabango and deo..
and im ready to go..

I was riding on a jeep and naligaw pa ko..
i forgot dalawa pala branch nung hotel,,,
and napunta ako sa wrong one..
so balik ako...
nung nakarating na ko sa hotel..
its like 9:30pm na ata..
diretsyo lang ako sa rm.404 and katok...
heheh..
and a guy appeared "ANSEM"
he looks elegant ,taller than me and Profesional.
compare w/ others i met..
Pumasok ako sa rm. nya...
and a little conversation..
until the atmosphere taken to HEAT~
an eye contact makes my junior erect..
and a hard kiss from him make me roll all the way~
AND he kiss me like wala ng Bukas.. hehe..
and he go down Lower to my abdomen and SUck my
Baby to the dippest and the Rest was History~
hehe...
and a lot of cjikinini i recived from my chest..
nilamog nya ko~ hehe..

Overnight lang sya sa hotel dahil travel ulit sya the next morning...
Pero pag bumalik daw sya dito .. we will do it again LOL!

PlanetRomeo STORY~

a friend of mine in g4m from manila message me asking.
if my alam daw akong resort hir in olongapo city, because he and he's friend
are taking a vacation here..so i gave him the info.
anyway i read his profile and i feel the pain on the story he write on his
profile... how they ended w/ his 4 yrs and 2 months ex.
so heres his story... and nagpaalam naman ako ipost to..
pumayag naman sya.. hehe..

I HAD A PARTNER BEOFRE FOR MORE THAN 4 YEARS. 4YEARS AND 2 MONTHS TO BE EXACT. I WAS 21 THEN HE WAS 28. HE THOUGHT ME EVERYTHING I KNOW ABOUT SAME SEX RELATIONSHIP SINCE I WAS TOO YOUNG THEN AND VERY INOCENT ABOUT MY CONFUSIONS. NO DOUBT I LOVE HIM THAT MUCH SINCE I NEVER HAD SOMEONE OTHER THAN HIM. HE LEFT THE COUNTRY FOR WORK. HE HAD A CONTRACT TO WORK IN KSA FOR TWO YEARS, WE ARE STILL OKAY DURING THE FISRT YEAR OF HIS STAY, COMMUNICATION IS VERY OPEN, THE BITTERNESS STARTED WHEN HE WENT HOME FOR HIS ANNUAL VACATION, WE MET FOR I THINK 4X ONLY. ONE OF OUR GIGS WAS IN THE A COMEDY AND DISCO BAR, OFKORS WE WERE IN ONE TABLE. BUT I NOTICED HE WAS NOT LOOKING AT ME, ALL THE WAY, HIS ATTENTION WAS WITH THE PERFORMERS…THEN I NOTICED THIS GUY ON THE OTHER TABLE STARING AT MY EX..THEY WERE LIKE EXCHANGING SMILE..TINGIN TINGIN…SO I KEEP ON TALKING TO HIM..IGNORE LNG XA..THE PROGRAM WAS OVER THEN..NEXT IS DISCO…IT WAS SO SHIT..IN FRONT OF ME..THIS GUY APPROACHED HIM AND TALK TO HIM HE DID NT INTRODUCE ME AS HIS BF..NAG-AYA NAKO UMUWI….. IT HURTS A LOT…IT ENDED UP FROM THERE… WHAT HURT SO MUCH IS THAT…WE DIDN’T MEET FOR A YEAR SINCE HE LEFT THE COUNTRY FOR WORK..WHAT IM ASKING WAS HIS ATTENTION WHILE HE IS ON VACATION…NGHANAP P NG IBA IN FRONT OF ME…DAMN…

ive been single for 1 year and 4 months already...

i have proven that life has never been an easy journey, and ur worst enemy that u will encounter is urself,its just up to you on how u manage everyting about u, its about changing ur attitude towards the situation.

i know and i believe, iam good,its my nature, BUT i cn be bad, i am just human, with lots of imperfections.

i have been struggling since the time i realized that i want something different, so bad, and worst than what the Lord has planned for me...i know, i cannot escape this anyomre, bt as long as i can, and as long as i live, i will struggle and fight for the good, and will always follow my convictions and always fight for wat is right. maybe, just maybe, someday, i would realize that i have to turn back and never look back again to the things i used to do.
in God's time, i would be the person the way i should be.

i always wanted a perfect relationship, though i know, it can never be, coz there is really no perfect relationship, bt i believe, i can make difference, despite imperfections, i will have the relationship that everyone is dreaming of.

im into friendship, i always wanted someone who would gonna listen to all my heartaches. someone who would gonna tap my back and cheer me up amidst all flaws.

take care guys...


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I just realized na ganun na lang ba tayo pagdating sa samesex relationship...
sa naexperience ko kay new guy... ganun nalang bakadali makipaglaro,,
as in you nasa magandang flow ung relationship nyo then on a sudden as in
pitik lang ganun ganun nalang...
i dont know.. life is so unfair!!!!!
(ang drama ko) hehe

PhOtogRapihAn~

Being single for a week and a few days...
anu ba pinagkakaabalahan ko this past days..
Yung totoo Zero ang Love life ko this few days and i think coming weeksS??
i donno basta ndi na ko si DoRa the EXPLORER na super searchHH ng
Someone... basta pag may dumating e di GO!..
pag wala e di wala..~ sabay nalang ako sa Flow ng Life ko this 2011..
nageenjoY naman ako w/ Friends and w/ my Cam.. hehe..
ayun nga nahihilig ako sa Photography at sa paggawa ng Doodle..
So binalik ko ung artistic skills ko this 2011,, hehe,,
Kaysa naman ituon ko ung attention ko finding Bad Romances...
Focus nalang ako sa other things na ineenjoy ko naman...
hehe.... And I Hope Dumating na si Mr.RiGht!!
Share ko lang 1 of my shots and 1 of my doodles.. hehehe..
Till next Time.~

FRESH START...

FRESh Start
Hirs a Short compilation after the BAd Romance,,,
dec.27.. nagkita ulit kami ni New guy,,
to explain things out...
and yun wala na talaga kami at
pahinga muna daw sya sa relationship...
So like me pahinga nadin ako.. nsagad ung temper ko sa Love..
dahil s kanya,,, ginawa nya kong bitter... tapos,,,!!!!
So ngayon No more SEARCHINg...
kung my darating Then GO!! kung waLa..?? e di WLA...
im just hir nalang waiting for the Right Time at the right Place,,,


Anyway I celebrate my New Yr. w/ this Guy..
pumunta sya sa bahay kasi nga Loner ako nung new yr..
hehe..
and Guess What?? Kung sino sya.!!!
SYA UNG EX. ni NEW GUY!!!! wahahaha....
Friends na po kami... as in wer good friends na..
at hanggang dun lang huh,,,,
tama na ang pagiging ASSUMING nakakamaTay Un..!
pero malay mo baka kami talaga ang meant to be..LOL..
(yan nanaman ako..hmf)

This is EnZo.. not his real name.. but un tawag sa Kanya..
peo tawag ko sa kanya.. Jun pyo.. kamuka nya kasi.. hehe...
SO palagi kaming nagtitwit,,, puro kami twit,, haha...
Lonely ako last night new yr na new yr.
SO sya lang naman katext ko that time at c xtian aka flirt#1,,,
dahil bored ako at loner tinanong ko sya if
gusto nya pumunta d2.. around 12 na rin un.. besides walang tao d2..
OO naman sya.. at after 10min. dun na sya sa kanto. namin.,,
hahaha,,,
at un pinakkilala ko sya sa mga tita ko at tito ko
as my friend... pero ang iba kong tita T.H graveh...
to make the story Short..
3am na sya nakauwi.. hehe.. pinashot pa sya ng tito.. ko..
adk talaga.. pero tinulungan ko sya.. ubusin kasi naman..
wala naman sa intention ko na lasingin sya...
anyway only thing i can say about him is
mabait sya,, and wala kaming gana laitin ung ex naming dalawa..
si new Guy... hahaha...
So un a FRESHH START! for a NEW FRIEND ENZO!

COSPLAY @ THE Olongapo CIty Fest Parade...

WoooAhHH.. YesterdaY SUPER SAYA...
Share ko lang Pics ko...
w/ my Partner AJ.. Cute2x...!!! hehe

BAD ROMANCE.. RAraarara!

OO ung totoo nagdilang Anghel ako sa LAST POST ko..
na baka Bad Romance nanaman to...

SHARE KO LANG NAPAGUSAPAN NAMIN NI FLIRT No.1 aka Christian..
were Closed friends... cguro alam nyo na nagyari based on this
text's..

xtian: Musta?

Me:Hindi ok.. my nalaman ako... about kay new guy,,

xtian: huh bakit? was na kau ni bowa mu?

Me: Hindi pa naman.. i want to meet him now.. to clear things out..

xtian: hmmMM.. Rebound???

Me: Medyo... Kambal tau ehHH.. hahha..

xtian: hahaha bakit anu kuda sau? Tae parang Zy lang ahh aka flirt#2 LOL!

Me: Basta ang Gulo.. unexpected Sobra... masyado akong naging kampante..

xtian: Haha tae.Oh anu pala prob.neu? Ai nku deal w/ him nalang.
kung anu gusto nyang laro. laruin murin..

Me: Hay... Grave,, Sobrang unexpected... masyado akong nagtiwala,...
kala ko kasi his the one nahHH..Assuming..lol..
tnext ko na sya.. sabi ko mit kami now. my dapat kaming pagusapan.

xtian: Haha Anu na? magliwanagan na kau..

Me: Shetness naiiyak ako.. mukang tanga,,,

xtian: Puta ka wag kanang magCRAYOLA!!!!

Me:keme Lang.. (the truth is umiyak ako w/ my best cousin.)

xtian: adik ka! So anu na???

Me: BitchH... wala na Kami,, sya pa ang galit kaloka,.,,

xtian: Thats it ilang araw palang ba kau..

Me: 3 days palang.. LOL.. hahahaha...

xtian: 3 DAYS LANG!!!! Magi na! Lets find nalang ulit .hahaha..
tsk2x.. u deserved sumone better..
Rebound kc eh. an Hrap tlaga pag ganun

Me:Fuck.. sakit aHH.. sineryoso ko kasi.. what a great pretender.. LOL

xtian: ok lang yan. sabagay kay Zy din aka flirt#2 naman hahaha!
Bad3p ako nun talaga,, Parang Nobody Broke up w/ me.. haha

Me: taraY.. OO nga ehh. hehe.. anyway madali naman magreplace!

xtian: hahaha Kaw pa tae.. dami mung reserba(LOL)hehe..
Buti kapa kya muyang ganyan ganyan e
(ung madaming reserves kaya nakarma ata ako)

Me: adik dami ngang reserves wala naman nagseseryoso,,,
OMG i 4got 2 mention my Ex now linked pala kay Zy aka flirt#2

Xtian;huh? Tae ka! gnagawa muo? Oh magkakilala cla...? baka mag ex?hehe

Me: adik hindi..kamusta naman... d2 na ko sa mormon church lapit sa
bahay nila... gusto ko sya makausap gusto ko OK kami maghiwalay..

xtian: adik ka! lalo kalang mahuhurt nyan..

Me:Fuck ndi ako nilabas.. Ouchness...

xtian: anu di ka nilabas?? gagu un ahHH..

Me: OO nga ehh..

xtian: anu ba kasi Gusto nya un nalang..
minsan ok din my PRIDE ka nuh.,
sana di mu nalang pinuntahan..

Me: wala kasi akong PRIDE... haha.. alam mu yan..

xtian: hahaha Adik. yaan muna sya atleast dba habang maaga pa naghiwalay
na kau kc pag pinatagal nya pa mas OUCHhh.(tama!)

Me: Sana nga di nalang ako nagpunta.. wala ka kasi d2 ehh.. sana
binatukan mo KO! hahah

Xtian: Hindi lang kita babatukan.. papasagasa pa kita jan hahah..
Magi na nu.. d2ting din yang right person para sau.. ako kasi iniintay ko lang..
Qng my dumatig Gow.. pag wala di wala... nageenjoy naman ako w./ friends.

Me: hay Puro TRIAL and error huh,,, stress,, pero e2 wala ka..
super Support sakin ung ex.. nya... dun ku kaya nalaman na nagkita cla last
kaya di sya nakaGo sa gimik natin..

xtian:Oh taray huh!?

me: OO.. at e2 pa joined force kami ng ex, nya.. mahal nya pa un.
patay na patay sya sa ex.. nya,, ehh ayaw na sa kanya,, at my
new one na ex nya.. sya daw 2ng habol ng habol...

xtian:FLAKADA ba ung ex nya Edi havayin mu para makaganti ka haha!!?

me: Cra wag naman,OO tehhH flakada....

xtian: tsk2x.. talaga HAVEY!! hmm pwede pakilala
mu nga! hahah..

me: adik my someone na sya.. makati ka talaga..
peo invite ko pag my gimik tau.. ALAM MU YAN..

xtian: Go tau jan! hahha,,,
matatwag nanaman ako nyan ng ahas ng ISLA.. (buti alam mo LOL)

me: anyway mg1am na sleep na tayu.. haha...
thanks for hearing my BAD ROMANCE ahHH... hehe night!

xtian: Go lang.,,, Night,,,
Humanda nanaman cla at Single ka!! wahaha...

me: Adik ka pahinga muna ko.. sa kalandian.. haha
2log na talaga ako NIGHT!

SO THAT WAS IT... GANON KAMI NAGTAGAL..
3 DAYS!! Breaking the RECORD AGAIN,,, haha.,,,
Di ko pa kaya iPost ung napagusapa namin EX,,,
Pag Ready na ko dun ko na kaya iKWENTO...
Baka mauna ko ikwento ung napagUSAPAn namin ng EX nya a TWITTER...

ANYWAY Thanks to Christian.. kahit papano di
ko naAbsorbed last night ung DRAMA... Love u Flirt#1!!

Xmas Scapade!!!! w/ Bi.Friends and FagHugs!

1st pic.me w/ my new CAM!!!
2nd Pic.- JV,Christian, Camz and JOCO!
3rd. Pic- Kat,Wynn and JV
4th pic- Karen and me.. CR!! hehe
5th pic -Me,Karen and Christian..
6th pic -Me2x!!!

As u can see wala jan c New Guy,, di sya nakasunod kasi family
day nila... hehe,,,
BLOGGERS NOTE: si christian sya si FLIRT NO.2!!! HAHAHAHAHAA