rainy date w/ TROY.

it was sat.. aug.7 i thnk and its damn raining hard as in hard... its ashia's bday. but i already have a scheduled date that nyt w/ troy, the guy from manjam... that msg. me last monday.. saying ur cute. do you hav a no. . so hir i am again gving my digits.. wev been txtng for hours. . and he want to mit me ths coming sat to have a formal date..FORMAL OK.. so i said yes... im bad i 4got its ashias bday ds sat. and i wont attend hs party bcos of a guy.. so finally its sat and its really raining hard. wat will happen now.

IM READY

Okay yesterday as i was saying..
my plan for this week is to tell Michael that i dont love him anymore and i want a breakup!!!!!!!!
But ang life my Twist nga naman...

I met this guy in Planet Romeo..
his 20, 4th yr. college. taking up HRM...
also hir in my city...
his kinda cute...
and wer planning for a friendly date this SAT.. (FRIENDLY DATE)!!!
there is something that i like about the new Guy...
His so honest he tells anything he like to tell..
like
im not so cute so dont expext to much...
and pag nagdate tayo sa sat. if u dont like to talk to me na..
just tell it infront of me.. huhh...
(PRomise natawa ako dun..)
kakaiba talaga...

and eto pa...
Ahmmm sa sat. ba? pede kaba til night muka ka kasing GOOD BOY?
double tawa tlaga ako..
so i try to be honest..
yes pede ako till night if u know me..
umuuwi pa nga ako ng umaga na... hahaha

he replied:
cguro gimikero ka hmff....

me:
No, tampo agad?.. hehe

but our txting is ok...

I HOPE his the Guy..
na hinahanap ko...
I HOPE HIS THE ONe..
Cause Im Ready to Find The One For me..!!!!!! PS!

HOW TO SAY GOODBYE??

Today is my 2nd monthsary w/ Michael....
i dont know but i feel Unhappy w/ him now...
naubos na ata pagmamahal ko sa kanya.....
maybe because wala nadin kaming time sa isat isa...
Nawala na Ung SPARK! Ung EXCitement...
I sLeep w/ Him Last night tO prove to Mysel if i Still
Love him.. but wala na Talaga... Wla na kong maFeel....
Bakit ganun bigla nalang ung SpaRk na nararamdamn ako for Him...

Wala naman Masamang ginawa c si Michael for me...
He Give his Best to love me...
at wala akong masusumbat dun..
Ako ang my Problema,,,
Ako ang Gusto makipaghiwalay....
Pero Hindi ko masabi sa Kanya..
Di ko Maamin sa kanya na " I DONT LOVE U ANYMORE,SORRY"
Nahihiya talaga ako.. Dahil their is NO VALID RESON para MAputol ung RELATIONSHIP NAMIN..
ANg SAMA ko..
pero WLA na Talaga ako maramdaman So Di ko nman mapilit sarili ko Koh!!

So im Planning This Week na SAbihin na sa Kanya at Tapusin na ung relasyon namin,,,
THE TRUTH sometimes HURT.. BUT LYING HURTS a LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!
alam ko masasaktan sya pero mas masasaktan sya pag pinatagal KO pa.. HUHU..
HOPE WE END WELL!!!!!!!!!

IM CheaTing! SorRy michael. Huhu

Sabi nga nla walang perfEct na partner.
Aray sapul aq dun...

Last wik im busy surfing d net. YahoO mesSanger,fb.g4m. Etc.
Whle im busy...
My nagpm s ym!
BUZZ!!
Hi. Ang cuTe mO naman..
Nsal u?

Me: awW. Sa picz lng yan ahaha. Ang payat q kaya..
Chan hir. 18. Frm. Gapo

him:coMmOn? Di nga gapo dn me... Ahehe.. PeDe c2c..

Me: ahmM.. Ang panget ko. LoL.. San ka s gapo..

Him: invite your cAm pls.. CuTe ka kaya.. Jan lng me sa (secret)

me:awW.. ProMiz madidisapoint ka hahaha. (pa choOsy aq kunyari lol)
ok wait.

CAM OPEN:

me. Ok naBa?

Him.awW ang cuTe mO. Hehe..

Me. Di nga payat q ohh.(pero pRoMise flatTereD aq hahaha)
kaw naman cAm u..

Him: wait open q.

CaM invitatioN.

Me: wow nice boDy? Body u b gus2 q mkta faCe plsS!

Him. Nahihiya aq eh.

Me. CoMmOn?! Show ur faCe. Magsasign ouT n q.

Him. NO! Wait, lng yan na.

Me.. Oh. U loOk great!(pRoMiz cuTe sya! DEfine cuTe.. Ang puTi nya shet cuTe ng eyes!.)

him. Ok naBa? Mr.bosSy.

Me.bosSy ka jan.. Hahaha geh antok na talaga aq( 2am na kaya nung tym na un my pasok pa q ng 10am)

him. Why. U doNt like me b?

Me. Like ka jan.. Drama mu naman. Hehe antok na talaga aq pRoMiz. My pazok pa q ng 10.

Him. Sayang naman gus2 q pa mkpagchat sau eh..
Kunin q nO. MO?
(shet kinilig aq na knaBahAn. Kasi my bf aq dbA at posessive un super as in kalkal cp q!)
2mins bAgo aq nagrPly!

Him. BUZZ!!! D kana rPly my magagalit bA..

Me. Ay sorry my knuha lng me. Hehe , walang magagalit nuh'( patay aq n2, ang bAd q.)
e2 nO. Q 0910...
Geh nigHt po.

Him. Geh ouT nadin me..

...
After then patay q na pc q. Pa2log na me...
Ng nagRing c CP!
BlaH3x.
UnknOwn nO.

Me! HelLo? Cnu 2?
Him. AwW...nakalimuTan u na... Dami mu cguro kaChat kanina..
Me! AwW. Ikaw ung sa ym kanina. SorRy d kxi reg. NO. U d2. Malamang sagot q hu u?. Hehe. So why do u cAlL...
Him. Just want to invite u kung peDe mit tau bukas?,....
Me. Bukas nalang natin pagusapan yan antok na talaga ako. HmMm.
Him.ok. Po nigHt...

PRoMiz ang lamiG na boses nya. Ahehe.
At nakatUlog na q ng di ko namamalayan!

"MY BI. LYF": My New Busy Home

"MY BI. LYF": My New Busy Home: "Its been a month nung naghiwalay parents ko...at dito ako nilipat sa house ng uncle ko..huhujust 50 meters away from our house!i know mara..."

My New Busy Home

Its been a month nung naghiwalay parents ko...

at dito ako nilipat sa house ng uncle ko..huhu

just 50 meters away from our house!

i know maraming magbabago sa life ko like:

:NEW SET UP

:NEW LIFESTYLE

and

:NEW LIFE(LOL)!!!!

Unlike before nung nsa bahay pa ko naktira sitting pretty lang ang drama ko.. hehe

i can eat any time i want without worrying na maubos ung stocks...

clean anytime i like and specially i can open my PC 24/7 a month!(LOL)!!

But Ngayon...

I always wash the dishes morning and night it depends sa sched. ko... but most gabi ako naghuhugas.... I cant seat for a min. and watch my cousins doing their chores and keep on busy cleaning the house...nakakahiya nuhh.. ayuko masabihang "BATUGAN"..

di ko nadin nabubuksan PC ko magdamag,nakakapagbabad lang ako pag medyo gabi na...huhu(BYE TWITTER Friends)

But the good thing about my new home... kahit busy at wala ng sitting pretty nandun naman ung "PEACE OF MIND"!!!!

dahil walang bangayan at awayan between my parents...

i have a busy life now but on the other side a Peacefull and quiet Mind.. hmmMMM..

So got to go QUOTA ko na...

baka sabihan nanaman ako ng uncle ko!!!

"HOY,BABAD Ka NanAman jan"!!!! (LOL)

bye guys! watch for my new post!

"FALLING"

hai.. i have something to share...

hehe

its a secret!!!

when i was 16 nasa peak ako ng kakatihan ko.,,, hehehe

i mean pag pinakitaan u lang me ng kabutihan LOVE na kita as in LOVE mukang tanga dba!!!

as in kahit ilibre mu lang me ng siopao ay naku love na kita hehehe....

kahit sa txt nababaliw ako pag sinasabihan ako ng I Love u......

para talagang tanga natatawa lang ako pag naaalala ko yung mga kabaliwan ko nuon.....

nakakatawa!!! hahahaha!!!

But sa mga kabaliwan ko nuon ayun bagsak ako sa bangin sa katapusan kasi asSume ako ng Assume para akong cra!! napakaaSumera ko!!! Sobra!!!
lahat ng kabutihan bnibigyan ko ng kahulugan..

kaya un bagsak sa huli dahil nagassume ako!! hahaha!!!

But nuon yun... i grown a lot na since ng nag18 ako nafeel ko na ung true life....

may direction na.. etc. at hindi na assumera natututo na ko tutong tuto!!!!!

(I WISH)

kahit madaming challenges sa buhay ko na dumadating kinakaya pa naman kahit papano....

kahit mahirap!!!! di ako susuko!! GO3X!!! FIGHT3X!!!!

Anu bang nangyari sakin this past 2 days!!!

LastLast Day!!!

: date w/ michael sa time Square watch movie "ECLIPSE"

Last Day!!!!

i mean today!!!!

grave ung departamental meeting napunta pa ko sa student council Shocks BIG RESPONSIBILTY!!!!!!!! A in "BIG" kaya ko kaya lets see nalang.. Stresss!!!!!!!