John Michael!!! IM LOST!!! huhu

As im telling you about this Guy...
John Michael...
actually heres the bad news....
His having an affair??? i dont know kung anung meron
sila.... are they nagliligawan palang... WATEVER!!!!
but it hurts me... nung nakita ko sila sa DANCE FOR A COST...
an event to help one of our school maintenance WIFE...
dahil my COLON CANCER sya...
as the said event it was Organized by the school Student Council..
kung saan kasali ako bilang COUNCILOR...
at mahirap sya... kapagod... Major2x na kapagod...
imagine nagbuhat ako ng mga patong patong na monoblocks...
huhuhu.. ok back from the TOP...

aa im sitting beside my friend Jomz...
my gay closeted friend...
i saw something... irritating...
JOHN MICHAEL is SITTING beside JOSHUA!!!!!!
honestly Joshua is Cute half american...
but his skinny like me...
his medyo tisoy...
and im medyo asian look...
i love KPOP kasii hehe...

they look sweet promise....
it makes me upset the whole event...
basta nasaktan ako...
kahit wala kaming connection sa isat isa..
im so assumera...
it HURTS...(ARTEhhHH)

but i dont know the truth yet dahil naghiwalay naman sila
after the program...
so i think di pa sila i still have a chance,... i wisHH...

but from today... di nako mahihiya.. kay john michael...
magpapakita na ko ng motibo...
ILL SHOW him that im really interested.. with him..

I really LIKE HIm FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid feeling......
BITCHHH....

I LIKE YOU JOHN MICHAEL JOSEPH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope you discover my blog at mabasa mo to!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY DO LIKE YOU...
ALAM KO NAPAPANSIN MO KO!!
ive seen u looking at many many times...
i hope you feel the same feeling to...

Magpapakilala ako sayo as soon as possible...
PROMISE yan..
SANGALAN ng BLOG na TO!!!
at kauuwi ko lang now after ng event nayun...
kahit sobrang pagod ako nagawa ko pang iTYPE to!!!
dahil i need to realise what i feel!!!!!!!
that i LIKE YOU!!...
but di ko alam kung pano sabihin sayo..
natatakot ako that you will dump me!...
di ko kaya...
but ill try...
I NEED AN ANSWER!!!!!!!!!!!!! huhu,,,
now makaktulog ako ng maayos... hahhahaha

HAPPY 1 MONTH SINGLE

ohhhh i just realized...
1 month na pala akong single... hayy...
anu ba mga gnawa ko in 1 month being single..
offcourse.. a lot of dates and (HOOK-UPS) LOL!!!!
actually i lost the count sa lahat ng namit ko
at nahookup ko... hahahaha
yan ang buhay ng single.,.. enjoy2x!!!

But i realized...
i feel loneliness...
i think i need a new PARTNER.... huhu
but ang daming dumadating sa buhay ko...
di ko alam kong sino sa kanila???
who's mr.RIGHT????
argghhHH...
what if pagsabaysabayin ko.. BAD un,..huhu

i cant really decide..
i think another month para makilala ko cla ng lubusan,,,
pero padami sila ng padami parang ulan... hahaha
so lalo akong nahihirapan.. hay ewan..
at this age ba.. ganon ka kaindemand.. hahahah...
it so hard its so hard to decide..
baka mapunta nanaman ako sa wrong GUY!!!
hay2x!!!

John Michael!!! (another GUY)

ive seeing this new psychology student @ school
damn his hot and his GAY! YEY!..
his so straight acting...
i like himm..
and luckily an hour ago @ school "nagpapansin na ko"..

@ THE LIBRARY!
w/ my friend....

Me: ui Jomz do u know wat TOP means????

Jomz: what? TOP.. Yuck LASon Super bottom ako nihh..

Me: Hay ewan ko sayo... basta im tOp pede ding VERSA!!! hahaha

and i think napapatingin natung Paminta nato..... hehehe
and SUCCESS his looking and listening to our conversation...

so i looked at him and smiled...
but hanggang dun lang...
walang EMOTE!!!

but Jom ask his name w/ his clasmate...
and Now i know his name:
"JOHN MICHAEL"!!!!!
very Divine.... like my name!!! hahahha

SO i wonder wats next!!! hahaha

BLOGGERS NOTE: OK2x SIomao and i are still knowing each other... wer still textng..
may pagasa pa kami.. haha .. its just my new character sa buhay ko..
BLEH!

I LOVE my "GIRLS"!!!

Ok2x!!!
SAT!!! its SAT!!!!!!! weeHHH!!!
papapaPARTY!!!!

ok we had a party in kuya peejee's house..
we bought our drinks and foods at Royal department Store,,,, hehehe

we gather around and headed a trip to gordon heights a Hights,.. promise
the place was so high,,, it makes my legs work out for a long lomg wik!!!
outss,,

so Meet the four i mean 3 PRECIOUS GIRLS im my DEPARTMEnt!!

RIGHT: the spoiled dancer in the group... the rich girl!!! hehe
the DONYA.... gel is one of my Chikababes we talk about this guy.. and
other girl stuffs... even shes petty, believe me.. he acts like a man sometimes.. and shes not maarte..shes ready to go anywere.. but cant go w/our his make UP! LOL!

LOWER LEFT: the Smart Girl in the Group!!! shes medyo makulit din and we always
agred when it comes to Foods.. we LIKE EATING SO MUCHH!!!!! and i call her MADAM BLUSH ON!! because she puts Blush ON's MOSt of the TIME LOL!!!!!

HIGHER LEFT: the half chinese Girl,,,, shess kinda smart to.. shes a little bit weird..sometimes but shes fun to hung w/,,, and he never lives w/out his face powder LOL!

YOULL LOVE THIS GIRLSS!!!!
there not the ordinary girls.. you would met.,,
because they are so JOLOGSSS.. and NOT MAARTE! SO I LOVE THEM!!!!!
I LOVE MY GIRLS!!!!!!

bloggers NOTE: next ISSUE; "MY GAYS" youll love them..

OH MY! SIOMAo!!!!!!!

ok for an update...
Troy and i never been together,,
its not because that i dont like him..
but because his not the one im finding...

So the new Guy,,,
Who's the new GUY??? CHAN!!!

Lets call him SiOMAO!... combination of
"SIOPAO and SIOMAI"
a steamed bun hir in the philippines...
because thats what i call him.. lol..

and he calls me "SIOPAI"..(reverse combination)

siomao is "25 yrs.old"...
(Ok enough w/ the violent reaction guyss... i know his old...)
his still studying somewer hir..hehehe
taking bus.administration.. his going to graduate this yr.. hehe...

ok wat can i say about him?? ahMM..
in physical looks i dont KNOWWW!!!
because he never share his pics w/ me and even his facebook,,,,
his Discrit!! still in the closit!
in tagalog!!
(DI pa ALAM ng mga TAO at ng family nya na Dugong BERDE sya!! hahaha!!)

but weve been texting for 2 wiks,,, he even calls every night..
asking wat happen to ur WHOLE day.. (its kinda sweet he hits my spot.. ehehe)

this guy makes me text every night even late at night..
i dont usually text.. i dont like texting... kinda old school... ehehe
but he make me text again like i always do before...
(YAYAMAN na naman ang SMART nyan)hahaha...

OK back w/ my SIOMAO....

we almost met last fri. aug.20,,,
but i have a party w/ my friends..
so im not available... but his to makulit....
i almost said yes.. before im going home..
but im drunk i dont want him to see me like a drunk wasted guy!! heheh
so i refuse again...

so we didnt MET! awwW!!

i hope we met..this weeK..
but i have a one big pimple in my above my CHEEKS.. damn
BAD PIMPLE.. so mitting w. siomai this weeK!! CANCELED!!!!!

GUYSS im TOP!!!

ok i tell my GAy friends
i mean my bottom friends....

" GUYS i HAd SEX..and i TOPPED!!!!"
i know there reaction is gonna be violent.!!!

wer talking about this new guy and school, our dicscrit gay prof..
involed w/ a guy.. etc. ok i know wer the GOSSIP GIRLSS!! LOL..

and once a sec. our conversation turned into laid experiences last week..
so one of my bottom friend say..
"guys i get laid w/ a daddy last sat. God its so hot..!!"
and the others same story get laid w/ that guy.. w/ this guy in school..
the guy from there.. hir... etc...

and i say..
guyss... i top last sat. w/ a cute guy..!
silence filled the air...
"di nga? ikaw super bottom nagtop???" my gay friend said..

i replied...
" Yes i did,,, hahaha,,, its kinda more FUN.. promise"... and a big LAUGH;; HAHAHA!!

and i tell them wat happen last sat. details by details....
and the rest was HISTORY!!!

BLOGGER NOTE:
yes i turned TOP but im not labeled as a TOP,,,, im more VERSA! but more
TOP nowwwWW!!!

rainy date w/ TROY. PART 2.

its fri. 5pm.,
and i have a date @ 8pm..
But GOd Look at the view...!!
ITS RAINING SO HARD!!!!!!!
like its the end of the WORLD!
Should i go out w/ Troy??
or Go To Ashia's Bday Party and drink
a Lot and enjoy Tecno music's and Karaoki...

6PM: TROY TEXTED:
(2loy pa ba Tayo) are we still going??
ME:
(I DONT KNOW MAYBE? IF THE RAIN STOPS..)
HIM:
OK.. JUST TEXT ME IF wer Going.. im ready to go..anytime.. (BLUSH)

GOD wats with this GUY,,,FUCK... THE COLD weather turns me HOT!!! LOL
but luckily the rain stops!
wooahHH,,, nervous..

TROY CALLED: BEEP2x.. HEY THeres no more rain can we meet NOW?
ME: SURE, WAIt for me outside mcDo.. im going to fixed my self 1st..

after 30min, im ready HOT to go..!!!
like i showered my self w/ refreshing perfume...
and look @ the mirror..
damn im so HOT today.... (FALAKA) hehe

after 15min. travel im outside mcdo.. and i already see him..
SHIT his looking @ me on the sidewalk.. and SMILINg... Im so SHY...

he approach me 1st..

HEY.. wat u doin...

Me.OK?? thats wat i only say..

SO he invited me to eat but wer walking along leavng macdo...

so I said
WEr are we Going i thought wer going to eat here...

him:
what? i didnt say THAT?

me: THEn where??

HIm: Just follow Ok...

SHIT A STRANGER is GOING TO KILL ME.. LOL...